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boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp I am the imperfect combination of pencil shavings, beautiful playlists and healthy relationships. I am an artist. https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00GWXX38U/ref=mp_s_a_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1524163443&sr=8-2&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=matters+in+my+heart&dpPl=1&dpID=41WhRaEQHbL&ref=plSrch
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@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Come
dance with me under the sky
run through fields
feel the wind in your hair
sift the wheat through your fingertips
crush the stalks under your feet
embrace the outdoors with me
because the rain is coming
it when it arrives we will have two choices
hide or learn to dance in the rain
and the latter doesn't stop you from getting wet
it just means you've acknowledged
that rain comes to cleanse and help with growth
come
come with me
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0 12 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Take my hand
and we can see where this road leads
there will be signs to let us know
we are headed to a place we both desire
but in the meantime
you have my hand
and in it i hope you find
all the safety, love and peace i left for you
i hope you are able to
take the time to see
the beauty that constantly surrounds us
the destination will be there when we get there
and it will be as advertised
but right now
all that concerns me is
keeping your hand in my mine
i will always walk closest to the road with you
and of all the beautiful things that can be seen
nothing will ever compare to
having you next to me
just keep taking my hand

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0 18 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Once,
i was afraid to say, i miss you
because i thought that missing
someone meant you were too dependent
on their presence.
dependency scared me.
too much disappointment
too many expectations never met
too many promises broken
too many days confused
so i became an island,
i became a flight risk
and i attached my myself to nothing
i was able to change states
by packing a duffle bag.
then you happened.
you forced me to face fears.
you challenged me.
you changed me.
you made me grow up.
and now i can say: i miss you
and know that there is no weakness
in such a beautiful & profound statement
i don't want to be text buddies
i don't want to be messages sent in passing
i don't want to be missed plans
i don't want to be strangers again
i want your space
i want your laugh
i want your smile
i want your commentary
i want your perspective
i want your time
i want you finding something on tv
i want you creating a menu for me to cook
i want you falling asleep because you're comfortable
i want you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i'm connected to the ground now
fix it!
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4 25 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Limits?
my love for you knows none.
i don't allow it.
i don't know what you'll need today
so i don't allow preconceived notions
of what should be transpiring, i just love you.
boundaries?
i destroyed them.
there is no pride in this love.
i confess it boldly.
i confess it foolishly.
i proclaim it in your absence.
i'm not bound by feelings.
feelings shift according to circumstance.
i love you beyond any current situation.
my love must be limitless.
i must connect to all your corners.
fears?
they exist but so.
i've said it a million times
and say it here again
fear does not compare to love.
my love is based on knowing.
knowing: that love qualifies for jobs
you didn't know you were capable of.
love defies explanation
and human reasoning.
so if you're asking why:
i hope that you're not expecting
some long, enchanting and complicated
poetic answer - you will be disappointed.
i love you simply because i can.
i love you because i have the capacity to.
i love you because you are worth love.
i love you because none of us deserve love.
i love you because we still somehow get it.
i love you because i am loved.
so i will love you here and every place
that exists after this.
and if i am to become to writer i desire
to be, you must know that this love story
will the told, studied, dissected and published.
and none of that will matter as much as
the opportunity to actually be in it.
i love you to the moon and back.
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0 17 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Confession:
i am not the man
who gladly becomes
a spider murderer.
i won't be able to
change your oil
and rotate your tires
in our driveway.
i will not attempt
to build additions
onto our home.
i will not ever
be brave enough
to rewire a ceiling fan.
(electricity hurts)
but what i will do:
ensure we use proper words
when expressing ourselves,
edit the heck out midterm papers
and doctoral thesis,
cook anything under the sun
from scratch (with a recipe),
encourage you to no end,
push you with all my strength,
cater to you when you're exhausted,
love you better and better each day,
remind you that you're gorgeous
(rather you need it or not)
and i'll keep a corner of the fridge
stocked with your favorite juice
and i can a laundry list more
but this isn't an advertisement
it's a poem...😂😂😂 #inspiration #love #loverofbeautifulthings #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #inktober #consistency #relationships #brokenrelationshipsla #spilledink #create #art #romance #andrewsmcneel #gallery #poetrycommunity #worldofartists #communication #intentional #poetryandchill #poetryandchillokc #loveis #marriage #dating #spokenword
0 34 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
"if you love a flower, don’t pick it up.
because if you pick it up it dies
and it ceases to be what you love.
so if you love a flower, let it be.
love is not about possession.
love is about appreciation." - osho
continue to grow my love, wherever you are.
grow where you have been planted.

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0 30 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
There will come a time
where you should either
dig in or
give up
and you can't trust your intuition
because the feeling in that place
is exactly the same either way.
when you reach that place
you have one option:
decide which side you're on and hope for dear life that you made the right decision
because you will live with it either way
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0 24 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
I've loved you in places where love wasn't safe. i love in the middle of warzones. i love above the insecurities. i love beyond the doubts. i love behind the fears. i love louder than the voice in your head. i love you. i love you in the shark infested waters while the wounds i got for fighting for you still bleed. i can love you anywhere because fear does not compare to love. i love you. #inspiration #love #loverofbeautifulthings #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #inktober #consistency #relationships #brokenrelationshipsla #spilledink #create #art #romance #andrewsmcneel #gallery #poetrycommunity #worldofartists #communication #intentional #poetryandchill #poetryandchillokc #loveis #marriage #dating #spokenword
0 18 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
If...
if you ever intend to love me then know this:
i read, write, talk and sing alot
i will send you emails that read like novels
i will sing you playlists i know all the words to
i will read you proposals and unfinished poems
i will explore every nook and cranny of my ideas
and occasionally i will be uncharacteristically quiet
and in those moments i'm absorbing energy
i am catching the pulse of things around me
and i will rarely ask for but i will need help
to get back to common ground
i read rooms and study people
i observe
i learn
i experiment
and if i ask a question, i have an answer in mind
i do not argue
i discuss until we discover i'm right
i won't gloat
but i will smile
some days i feel pain that's not mine
some days i cry tears for others
some days my pen bleed the thoughts of others
this is part of the gift
i just don't write for fun
i write for love
i write for comfort
i write for peace
i write for therapy
i write to sleep
i write to think
i write to explain
i write to write
i write for life
if you hate reading,
i might not be the lover for you

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0 24 3 weeks ago