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boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp I am the imperfect combination of pencil shavings, beautiful playlists and healthy relationships. I am an artist. https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00GWXX38U/ref=mp_s_a_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1524163443&sr=8-2&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=matters+in+my+heart&dpPl=1&dpID=41WhRaEQHbL&ref=plSrch
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@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
🚨warning: this grown folks poetry🚨
eyes closed
same song on repeat
this time a different scene
neck kissing
and thigh gripping
sheeting rustling
and bodies tussling 
we're not making love 
we're creating a moment
a time stamp 
with this song as background noise
as the words repeat
so do my actions 
i love the feel of your skin under my hands
i love the feel of your skin under my lips
i love the feel of your skin under mine
feel me feeling you 
need me needing you
want me wanting you 
love me loving you 
with each loop of this melody
we become more insync 
your lips part for my tongue
your legs part for my depth
your fingers part for my clasp
we're not hearing
we're listening
your access to me had been granted
let's stay here
let's cease to change 
the beauty of right now
let's add our harmonies
to the sound surrounding us
i'll moan for you
if you'll moan for me
i'll scream for you
if you'll scream for me
i'll inhale for you 
if you'll exhale for me
hold me
grab hold to my wet skin
the song is speaking different words
the bed is no longer our canvas
we've painted that masterpiece
but there are walls, tables and floors
that deserve our s****e of genius
carpet burns are proof
proof that we're serious artists
moist handprints are proof
proof that the walls were not enough space
sweat droplets are proof
proof that gravity is not our stopping force
for we are controlled by the power of repeat
so we don't mark time
we remember lyrics
we don't keep rhythm
we memorize riffs
we don't simply climax
we relive our favorite chords
we are lovers
we are lovers
we are lovers of the repeat (repeat).
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1 25 1 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
In moments like these
i wonder
i wonder if the love we create on this side
will be remembered on the other one
i wonder if your kisses will still be the sweetest thing i've ever known
i wonder if all the lessons learned while studying you have some greater purpose
i wonder if holding your hand and watching lights reflect from your eyes will still be the most magical moments to me
i wonder.
i wonder if watching the wind b**w in your hair will still make me feel like i'm watching my favorite film
i wonder if our conversations will still make me groove like my favorite classic jam
i wonder if anyone else saying my name will cause me to appreciate my ability to hear.
i wonder. i have questions. but i can't know, not now.
so until we get there,
i'm going to love you like crazy here
i'm going to love you like it all stays on this side and i can't leave anything undone.
i have to travel the world with you
i have to hear your name spoken in different tongues
i have to see what your skin looks like covered in sand
i have to taste your kisses after the flavors of new orleans
i have to scream your name in the redwood forest
i have to whisper i love you under aurora borealis
i have to wipe rain from your cheek near the eiffel tower
i have to walk slowly behind you, taking in the intoxicating view on the great wall of china
i have to watch love jones with you a million times as we both enjoy my recliner
i have to love you today because tomorrow already has plans #relationships #poetry #poet #loverofbeautifulthings #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #love #romance #music #marriage #dating #life #worldofartists #poetrycommunity #andrewsmcneel #gallery #create #art #spilledink #brokenrelationshipsla #screenwriting
1 18 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Expectations...
no part of my dream is perfect
the homes are vintage
the furniture is custom
the car is outdated
the place is not popular
the time is never convenient
the cost changes daily
this is the expectation
so why would be love be any different?
my love will likely be
battle tested and scarred
unlikely yet beautiful
a story written in a burned book
a fight, a war, a narrow victory
but above all else, real.
i never asked for a fairytale.
i just ask that you be willing to stay & fight. #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #loverofbeautifulthings #love #relationships #poetry #poet #romance #worldofartists #poetrycommunity #andrewsmcneel #gallery #create #art #healing #feelings #brokenrelationshipsla #therapy #nature #spilledink #historichomes #vintage
1 26 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Over the course of the past few days beauty has once again been redefined for me. in addition to being at this shooting location, i've been listening to @chvrrie and though i didn't understand her, i felt her. it made me think about what we call "songs" from birds could actually be warnings that a big black predatory looking man was approaching...lol! i guess my point in all this is simple: you don't have to understand something to find it incredibly beautiful. beauty is meant to an experience. #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #love #loverofbeautifulthings #brokenrelationshipsla #relationships #marriage #dating #life #health #worldofartists #andrewsmcneel #gallery #poetrycommunity #create #art #advice #peace #stress
1 22 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
✍🏽📸📓: @boyace_jajuan

i hate this
i hate standing in the middle of the rubble of what once was. - i hate seeing pieces of our love scattered everywhere - i hate seeing some of our memories in their new carbon-crusted state but i scheduled this demolition.
i took the hammer to your heart
i sent the wrecking ball into our dreams
i stuck the dynamite into our future
and no matter how much i look for something that i can salvage; no matter how long i look for a piece of the beauty we once shared - if i come up empty handed, i have no one to blame but myself. - we are the reason the possessions don’t mean that much to me anymore. i’ve destroyed everything worth collecting. so i stand here in the middle of the rubble of what once was preventing the bulldozers from scrapping the ground and preparing it for something new.
i miss the old love that was inhabited
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0 28 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Tonight, i respect the rhythm of direction
because i don't have to see the road
to know that i'm getting closer to you
i'm guided by this pulse, this heartbeat,
this syncopation, this vibration
that speaks only when it can be felt.
i know you're waiting, just know i'm close
the detours and roadblocks didn't stop me,
they made me more anxious to arrive
i now know that they weren't trying to stop love,
they were aiming to stop destiny, ministry & beauty
i'm on the road, don't leave
you're the destination. #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #loverofbeautifulthings #love #relationships #romance #poetry #worldofartists #andrewsmcneel #gallery #poetrycommunity #create #art #healing #feelings #brokenrelationshipsla #therapy #travel
1 25 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
When it's quiet
i hear everything
the tassel hitting the blinds
the springs creaking in the bed
the dishes adjusting in the sink
the drip of water from the faucet
the soft hum of the a/c unit
the slice of the fan blades
the deep inhale & soft exhale of my own breath
i hear everything
but the words, good morning
flowing from the softest lips
melodically from the sweetest voice
of the woman that for some reason
said yes when i asked to share life
i hear everything
everything but you.
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3 33 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
It was today
as my skin lay stretched against earth
trying to freeze a moment
that occurs naturally every day
this uncovered truth came to me
home:
home, can never be any place you can't grow.
grow home. #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #love #loverofbeautifulthings #prose #poetry #poet #romance #music #home #dancers #create #art #healing #feelings #brokenrelationshipsla #relationships #andrewsmcneel #gallery #poetrycommunity #worldofartists
0 33 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
See, in my mind: i'm a married very reclusive multimillionaire. i'm only seen publicly (in the states) on my journeys back & forth to church. i have four homes for living: 1. back home in alexandria, alabama. 2. a brownstone in astoria, queens, new york 3 & 4. a small compound in lafayette, louisiana & aurora, north carolina. my parents work in their own businesses because they're bored. each of my siblings have a paid for home with the taxes paid for by a trust that i've setup. i've completely gutted and reconfigured self hall at jsu. oh, as for me and the mrs. we simply travel and commit to projects and causes we are absolutely passionate about; one such project: reinvesting into art & music programs! we need artists. my office is anywhere i have a #2 pencil and a composition notebook or my laptop. this is what the goal is. #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #choose #consistency #relationships #brokenrelationshipsla #spilledink #create #art #romance #music #marriage #dating #life #health #fitness #poetrycommunity #dreams #goals
4 29 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Where do i find beauty?
in the ordinary
in the mundane
in the overlooked
in the unappreciated
in the substandard
in the generic
in the stereotypes
in the outliers
in the failures
in the hasbeens
in the old
in the torn
in the rusty
in the background
in the weeds
in the noise
in the invisible
beauty is everywhere
open your eyes and listen
unclog your ears and taste
stick out your tongue and feel
unclasp your hands and see
beauty is a matter of perspective

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4 26 3 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Remember when you prayed for a breakthrough. well, this pain you're feeling now is the force you need to push through to the other side. so you're getting what you asked for, you just didn't know it was going to hurt this much! see you thought, you're going to just wake up one morning and be good! nope! you've been getting an increase in pushes and pushed and you thought you were being pushed into a corner! nope! you had to be pushed against that thing that you're trying to get through! you have to get close enough to it so that you would know when it broke and when you made it to the other side!!! you needed to know what it felt like to be trapped so that when freedom hit you; there was no way you could deny it! oh, you're going to get your breakthrough but not until you feel it! breakthrough is beautiful but it is an act of force! #inspiration #love #loverofbeautifulthings #poetsofinstagram #writersofig #wordporn #wordsmith #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #poem #choose #consistency #relationships #brokenrelationshipsla #spilledink #create #art #advice #peace #stress #healing #feelings #therapy
2 19 3 weeks ago