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boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp I am the imperfect combination of pencil shavings, beautiful playlists and healthy relationships. I am an artist. https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B00GWXX38U/ref=mp_s_a_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1524163443&sr=8-2&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_FMwebp_QL65&keywords=matters+in+my+heart&dpPl=1&dpID=41WhRaEQHbL&ref=plSrch
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@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
I
i choose you
i choose you now
i chose you yesterday
i'll choose you tomorrow
but must importantly
i choose you now
this is the great decision of love:
how many times
and in how many ways
can you continuously choose the same person
knowing all you
learning all you'll learn
making discoveries both now & forever
can you still choose me?
because, i choose you
i choose you now
i'll chose you yesterday
i'll choose you tomorrow
but most importantly
i choose you now!
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2 18 15 hours ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Nights are for:
foot rubs
and new films
slow kisses
and exposed skin
soft whispers
and loud laughs
empty plates
and full glasses
blanket cuddles
and unexpected sleep
waking up
and still being in your dream.
nights are for:
me
you
us
we
ours
together
each other's peace
nights were made for memories
let's create some.

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0 14 2 days ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
When night comes
don't leave a light on for me
don't light a candle
call to me
whisper my name
and watch me be pulled to you
let me hear my shadow's reflection in your eyes
let my fingertips create an outline of you
let my lips see yours
when night comes
tell me how much you missed me
with no words
i'm learning how to listen.

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0 22 2 days ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Now, in the silence
let me hold you
find peace in the words
that i do not say
i have no answers
to your questions
but let me hold you
let me be right here
in the trenches with you
let me hold you
so that anything looking for you
sees me first
this is not an act of bravery
or an act of love
this is simply me showing you
that where you are, we are
i come out when we come out
i win when we win
until then
let me hold you.
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0 11 4 days ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
I will not wait to fall in love.
no, i'm in love right now.
this love is a script.
and though i've read the pages a million times
i anticipate every scene,
i move as if the camera's not on.
i leap forward as if i don't know the ending.
no, i will not wait to fall in love.
i'm in love right now.
join me.

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0 31 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
I
i no longer desire to only be your rock
for your needs don’t always require something abrasive
no, there are moments where i need to be your clothes
i look great on & with you
i protect you from everything surrounding you 
i can change to fit your specific, quickly-changing needs
and i can hide blemishes, flaws, bumps, bruises, cuts & scrapes
i can make sure the world never sees the parts of you under construction
when you step out, you are the woman the room inquires about
and it’s my pleasure to play such a powerful role

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1 19 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
Can you make space for me?
you can decide:
where
how much
how soon
for how long
and if their's room to grow
can you make space for me?
for i desire:
to become part of beat
only be overtaken in percentage by god
to guard it when you're ready
to keep it until i return to the creator
to allow it to grow and flourish daily
make space for me
make space for me

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0 28 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
1 9 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
What's the rush?
why wait?
let's take our time.
let's hurry up.
i need to be sure.
i rather see what happens.
what if it's a waste of time?
what if we start our lifetime?
i'm not ready.
none of us a ready.
this is crazy.
so, what if it is.
i can't just start loving you.
why not?
who does this?
what if we did?
what if i can't do this?
what if you're great at it?
how are you so sure?
who said i was?
why be so persistent?
aren't you worth it?
i want to feel something special.
feel it.
i want the fairytale.
write it.
something's missing.
add it.
you have all the answers...
no, i don't and i accept that.
why me?
i want you.
...but why?
are you not worthy of being desired?
why didn't you leave when i said go?
i chose to stay.
...but why?
i like the way i feel when i'm with you.
so you're just going to wait on me?
why not?
that's absurd.
is it? to me it's simple.
explain.
i'm a man. you're a woman. i already love you.
love me? you barely know me.
i know enough.
enough to do what?
be here, right now, loving you through this.
what are you talking about?
you're in bed, alone, talking to yourself.
oh.
it's okay...i love you.
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2 32 2 weeks ago

@boyace_jajuan

Boyace Jajuan Peauxp
It took a minute
but i finally get it
this is too simple
in a world where complicated is the expectation
simple has some how becomes a lost art
but i choose simplicity
i choose to not over explain
i choose to simply love you
i choose to simply support you
i choose to simply daydream of you
i choose to simply learn from and with you
i choose to simply grow with you
i choose to simply listen to you
i choose to simply have eyes only for you
i choose to simply let you know you're missed
i choose to keep it simple
no strings
no hidden motives
no getting your heart a disappointing
nope, just simple adoration & appreciation
just taking a moment to look you in your eyes and call you by the names not on your birth certificate: bold, brilliant, beautiful, gifted, atmosphere changer, earth shaker, world shaper, phenomenal, driven, intelligent, divine, spiritually connected, wonderful, courageous, incredible, focused, passionate, gorgeous and words that have not yet crossed my lips.
i choose to keep it simple.
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0 19 2 weeks ago