There are times when i feel forced to wear makeup when i don’t want to. i do enjoy wearing makeup but not when i have to force myself to wear it. the days that i don’t wear it, i feel super insecure of myself. my skin isn’t flawless. i have dark spots, bumps, some decent sized pores, and excessive hair. i especially hate my eyebrows (i do plan on getting some sort of microblading done in the future but that’s another thing within its self.) however, i’m taking it one day at a time and am learning to become more and more comfortable in my natural state with break outs and all. i’ve been heavily exposed to this idea that clear skin is the end all in natural beauty. it’s not. my skin will heal clear up in its own time as long as i continue to take care of it and be patient. —————————————————————————- disclaimer: please don’t come into my post/inbox saying i have no reason to be insecure. i have them like everyone else and decide to share them with you all. please respect that. thank you.
I’m not allowing the things that don’t work out for me hold me back. i’m pushing forward. i’m determined to get to where i want to be in life. i have moments of doubt but i have to remind myself of my full potential. ✨
i also need to remind myself that things don’t happen overnight and require a lot of patience and trust. i have to trust my own process cause it not gonna be the same as everyone else’s. ✨
It’s been almost a week since the move and i’m loving it. it’s intimidating at first but the more i’m in it the more i love it. ✨
if you’re mind is set on a goal, don’t give up on yourself. keep pushing. it’ll get hard but if you’re super passionate about what you want to do, that fear, worry, and all those other negative emotions won’t matter. ✨
be sure of yourself. be confident. be at peace with yourself. you are magical. you have always had it in your to get to where you want to be. unleash it. continue to ride your wave as you please.