Ivan Lam Soff boy 📍Los Angeles https://youtu.be/pCYVoWcX6E4
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Glossy lid flower moment 🏵
hope you’re having a happy sunday!
woke up with severe back pain yesterday, not sure what is wrong! couldn’t even reach down to pick up my socks because of the pain! no pains down the leg, so maybe i just pulled my back muscle? will go to a chiro tomorrow, but thank u all for the advice. sometimes we forget to be grateful for the ordinary things we can do everyday until it’s taken away from you 🧚🏻‍♂️
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It’s been almost 8 years since i’ve left malaysia to come to the us, and i’ve moved around 8 times. i never really felt at ease or safe, always anxious for the next step. it’s so easy to lose track of time and what i’m here to do. every year i feel a little more present and clear than before. i used to not like celebrating my birthday, my thoughts were always like why? why do i deserve a celebration? i didn’t earn it, i was just born, haha! i constantly diminished my accomplishments in the year too... this year felt a little different. i feel happier and prouder... of myself? i’m constantly learning more and more about myself, i was so busy getting to know other people that i forgot to learn who i am. one thing is for sure, all the most uncomfortable and difficult decision has led me more into who i am. 💗🥰💗 so thankful for my wonderful friends and family, and you!!! @dfreske 📸
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I guess i was always a crybaby 🤧
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Thank you for making this boy very happy 🌸 .
i’m truly so blessed. not everyday is easy, but i’ve learned to accept my problems. not everything in your life needs to be fixed. i’ve learned that you’re going to have problems to overcome, no matter where you are in life, and that’s normal!
all we can do is to strive to be the best version of yourself everyday, in every form! 🌈😇
if there was one thing i could tell my younger self, is that everything will work itself out, as long as you don’t have those expectations of your life! let go and take a breath! 🌸
my birthday is on june13th! my family just surprised me earlier hehe 😢🥰
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Beyond honored to be able to share my story with you. thank you so much for being by my side for all of this, i appreciate you guys so much. also so blessed to be surrounded by the most loving, open, and talented people. 🌈 going to continue fighting for equality and visibility for all 🌈 even it’s just from my little corner of the internet. i hope i make you guys proud, and help you become proud in who you are! 💗 and thank you @poloralphlauren and @them for this opportunity. directed @ashnpeters
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I’ve been hearing a lot of buzz about straight pride, lol... honestly i don’t even know where to begin? haha!!
isn’t straight pride like everyday?
you want straight pride?
first have
- your rights taken away
- your history taken away
- your marriage taken away

lol. but actually i’m so grateful for all the amazing campaigns and visibility this pride season. i love seeing q***r poc people being empowered and feel seen! there’s still so much more work to do not just in the us but also globally!! your voice is your tool! let’s continue spreading love and positivity even after pride season ya? 🌈❤️ wearing @americanapparel btw thank u for leaving amazing empowering comments in my video! i’m going to continue sharing them too!!
299 35,062 2 weeks ago
🌈 felt cute. won’t delete. mood this #pride x #gemini szn. 👥🌈
ivan and animal friends
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Servin lewks at the @itgetsbetter x @callitspring event 💗 so excited for pride this weekend. what does pride mean to you? and how do you celebrate pride? it’s actually going to be my first time walking! 💗
129 17,437 2 weeks ago
Elle woods taught me that red was the color of confidence, pink is a close second 🥰 .
swipe for the last pic of me hiking... shot by @photobyvincent .
glossy red makeup
@ohiibeauty eyeshadow inner corner light pink
@fleshbeauty blush in glaze
@elfcosmetics eyeshadow palette in rose gold
@elfcosmetics ultra precise brow in cool brown
@vdlus lumilayer primer for highlight
@sunniesface lip color in milkshake
topped with @buxomcosmetics lip gloss in @josecorella
@covergirl matte ambition foundation
eye gloss is @fleshbeauty fleshpot
brows @milkmakeup kush brow in hydro (clear)
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Me at 8 years old trying to move objects with my mind... 👁👄👁➿
shot by @jonsams
assisted @anothermichael
glass skin makeup
#hourglass mineral veil primer
#joahbeauty natural foundation
#loreal infallible concealer
#fleshbeauty blush in glaze
#rimmellondon eyeshadow palette
#milkmakeup kush brow gel hydro
#fentybeauty pro filt’r setting powder in butter
168 16,640 3 weeks ago
With apahm passing and pride month ahead, i've been feeling so many emotions. coming from malaysia to the us, i've always felt like i had to hide and blend in, take up less space. i've always thought that i would never be successful (in every way of the word), always settled for just okay, because i thought that's what i deserved! with every passing day, i try to unlearn past traumas and patterns and i'm slowly becoming more comfortable in my own skin. i'm just starting to grow into myself, be more comfortable and fill myself up with so much more. first step is comfort, next step is confidence. i don't know if i've ever told myself i was confident about anything! it's an ongoing process for sure, but everyone's journey is powerful. speak about things that matter to you, support people/causes that you believe in! your voice is more powerful than you realize. there's a power in being different, you know? we. are. all. in. this. together.
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Turn on sound and put on your headphones!
products used in this video
@enatureofficialusa moringa cleansing balm
@bitebeauty overnight lip scrub and lip mask
@paulaschoice advanced smoothing treatment 10% aha
@farmacybeauty honey potion mask
@iope_us bio essence intensive conditioning
@drdennisgross ferulic + retinol fortifying neck emulsion
@biossance biossance squalane + vitamin c rose oil
@cosrx honey ceramide full moisture cream
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