Hey there pretty boy... here is the ugly thing i made for you. it was a dumb sonnet and hsjsbdj i’m sorry if it’s ugly and cheesy and g*y i tried my best i swear. :( i promised that i would write you another a poem so here it is. i also still wrote you a gross paragraph, which’ll be in the comments. happy kairan day i hope you like it at least a little ❤️💙❤️💙❤️💙
from the stars in your eyes
to the galaxies in your heart
i find myself to be mesmerized
in your every inch of art
to be by your side can only be a dream
one i wish to never wake from
your smile resembles a bright sunbeam
a blinding light deemed winsome
with our fingers intertwined
there’s no way we could separate
not even at the end of time
will our love disintegrate
no matter what rocks life throws our way
as long as we have each other, we’ll be okay
Omg baby… we’re really out here at part 3 of kairan day. i feel sick and gross so please bear with me because this is probably gonna turn out ugly just like me. you deserve so much better homie what the heck,,, anyway this whole year (especially last week) has been a pain in the a*s and i really don’t know where i would be without you. i have been so close to just * myself but honestly you’re really out here keeping me alive just by breathing. iconic! i don’t know if you realize how happy you make me but you make me so so happy i would give up both of my kidneys to make sure that you are happy as well. and my bladder. maybe even my stomach. i’m sorry i’m so ugly but anyway. i love you with my whole entire heart and soul and i’m sorry that i’m not good at expressing it most of the time. i truly cannot picture myself with anybody else in this universe other than you, and i don’t think i could ever bear the simple thought of it. you’re my soulmate, my forever and ever, my one and only. all i ever want to do is give you kisses and appreciate every inch of you like you deserve. i’m so glad i have someone as caring as you in my life and i intend on keeping it that way even after the end of time (if i’m allowed to) (please let me omg). i’m never going to leave your side, and i promise you that. whenever you’re feeling like you’re in a hole as deep as i am or whenever you’re angry at the world just remember that you will always have me to talk or rant to. no matter how many times you leave me on read >:( or bully me, i will never ever get tired of you. you seriously are an angel from the heavens above and i am 1000% blessed that i am even able to breathe the same air as you. i’m sorry this turned out so sappy i feel so bad that i missed our two month because of my overwhelming sadness and now i’m just soft sad thinking about you </3 i love you to both ends of the universe and back times infinity squared and nothing will change that--ever. you are the love of my life and i can’t wait for us to adopt a million dogs (and cats) together in the next months of kairan. maybe we can even get a snake or a hedgehog hehehehehe i love you my sweet prince, mwah :*
you’d think that after all this time, i would’ve found a way to appreciate myself for the way i am. but you’re wrong. when i look in the mirror, i see regret in the form of dark circles under my eyes from staying up too late. my laziness is reflected in the extra skin hanging from my thighs. even when i am content with what i see in front of me, i wonder how i’d look if i saw what was inside. would i still have the clear, soft skin that everyone adores? or would i be covered in bruises from being thrown away so many times? would my back still stand straight the way it does now? or will i be hunched over, exhausted from carrying what’s not meant to be mine? i wonder if my eyes would resemble those of a child when they plead for a new toy. i wonder if my feet would still remain steady on cold, concrete ground. i wonder, if i saw myself in the mirror the way i see myself in my mind, would i even be able to find a person standing in front of me?
Saeran kim ✨🌱🍥
twenty. kai kisser. taurus. ravenclaw. part-time writer, full-time crackhead. sensitive. emo little bitch. loves all his friends (im sorry abiut tag limit). would die for zuko from avatar. slow replier. umm say hi for a nice pal with plenty of memes!
Omg naley e**a penton sawyer noona park jimin #1 stan...
bro... we go all the way back to september... actually before that but still!! it’s crazy to me that we’ve known each other for so long... wild! anyway happy birthday!! you are so funny and beautiful inside out i get sad when you’re sad :( you make me super duper happy even if you call me out for my sluttiness and w***e tendencies 🤩🤙🏼🤠 can’t believe we are really both in krp now and crying over korean boys omg... i remember first dming you and it felt weird because it was so wild but i loved it anyway 😳 you were so funny and you still are,, i love your humor and you never fail to make me smile :’) also i love ur edits (especially the mulan one hehe xd) and i still need to make ur jimin edit!!! omg i remember when i was jimin and we met again when you were swedish meatball but i didn’t know who you were and then you commented on my post as naleyfuck and i had a mini panjc attack because i remember you from my winter melons days but i wasn’t sure... and then i told you on my editing account rhat i was noodlekink and omg bro i didn’t know u were swedish meatball.. this makes no sense i am half asleep but you deserve the best of the best and i hope your birthday is amazinf just like you <33 one day i really will fly to australia so we can meet up and if i don’t fly there i’ll walk there myself!! even in the ocean i’ll walk because i’m a f*t crackhead.. i love you so so much i wish you would love yourself like how i love you. i love talking to you and i’m so glad i met you. imagine if i never came back to rp.. crazy.. dmnsnddj happy birthday again angel i love you lots!!
Omg my sunshine...
um where do i start? i say this every single time but, d**n it’s been 4 years!!! you’re my oldest friend on here and it’s so wild to me how we manage to keep finding each other even when we get hurt and leave and etc. you’re such an angel and i genuinely get so upset every time you’re put through something you don’t deserve to go through. i mean it when i say you deserve the world. i love you so so much even though you’re a f*t headass but it’s okay so am i 😔👌🏼 we’ve been through so much together from heartbreak to fake friends to unnecessary drama and it’s just wild!! i really wish i was lying when i say that i would probably dead without you but i’m not lying at all. you’ve helped me through a lot and i don’t think there’s anything i can do to repay you for all those years of being here for me. you’re such a sweetheart who knows how to keep it real too and i really don’t know how you manage to put up with me and my headassery on the daily. one day i could go full on multi horse rp and you would probably still stay with me. thats a lie omdjskdn i woukd shoot myself right then and there if yjat haplens but anyway. no matter what happens, we’re still stuck with each other like glue because d**n u really can’t trust anyone nowadays... even with the things that have caused slight rifts between us we’re still here strong as ever!! and we do it without confrontation because we’re both chickens who hate that 😳 you’re seriously a real, pure light in this world and i wish you could see that too. i love you so so so much even though you’re so fr*cking ugly. i’m always here for you no matter what, even when i die. i’ll come back as a ghost to fight anyone who upsets you >:( on god bro... i love you
- saeran aka ur #1 biggest fan ❤️