So good to catch up with these girls..what a fun sleep over, brought back some really good memories we have shared... . see you soon, safe travels.. friendships made from the heart.. xx
Seeing these girls after 20odd years, was so awesome,,,, still the same fun crazy girls, more wrinkles, some rolls here and there but still the same 16 year old girls inside... x*x
What an amazing soul changing experience.. meeting like minded souls and feeling like i found my family again was just mind blowing. we all spoke the same language, no pretending, scars revealed, hurts exposed. just being real and volnerable.... i will forever be grateful for this divine synchronisation...
My life has being such a journey, at times i felt so alone, so lost, so confused. i had no direction of where i was going, where i would end.. i had days of true joy then i had true days of total sadness.. i came to a place in my life where i hit such a low that no one and nothing could change what was... i started to journey within, days of pain, confusion set in and so much fear, at times i honestly thought i was going crazy, going to sleep and never waking up... this new journey has set me free from so many obstacles, blockers, patterns habits etc, in this crazy, but majestic journey i have learnt to work with whatever shows up especially fears and my mind telling me shit... be still and know that i am god. the greatest gift i gave myself was finding the creator, source within.. no guru, no pastor, no church, no religion. nothing outside of us fixes us.. going deep within, being still and searching for truth is what set me free... namaste ๐
Ah mommy, i just love my nunus, all had bath, ate some food, now they all passed out.... if only humans gave these little blessings a chance to understand how precious they are and how much love they bring into one's life...
A friend of mine asked me the other day if i'm ok as lately i'm so quiet around people. i use to be this loud out there person, but lately i just sit back and observe... i realised that when sitting in a group of people, conversations have become so meaningless, nothing is deep anymore, all surface, superficial stuff... i'm wanting those deep, heartfelt conversations that when you walk away you feel uplifted and not the opposite, drained, afraid and so empty.. i guess this post pretty much says where i am in my life...