There is something about you that i can't keep out of my head.
some days you are a blurr and somedays you are too fast... but there are days that you don't become a memory and you come alive. you come and sit next to me and laugh it out when you see me cracking lame jokes.
i remember you found them funny too.
i feel like it was just yesterday, i kissed your lips and bit your neck and later wrapped you in my arms, as though to stay forever.
you always found that tempting, didn't you?
stop and don't go further or else i will be like a wave that will take you and your thoughts away.
before i could go further, i used to bite your upper lip and hold you high... and that crooked smile used to sum up my day, like the good songs do on a road journey, a good coffee in the morning and your warmth in the night.
i remember how everything went on from a happy start to a dreadful end... but it's okay; we don't always get what we want.
some days, i feel that your are lying next to me, and i take a glass of wine and ask you for a drink. not because i want to but because i would want to hear those harsh words again... but here is the thing,
1) i was told that if you love someone with your heart and soul you will end up being with them... why did they lie?
2) you don't remember the dates as they are just numbers, but you lied again.
3) everything is a phase and this too shall pass away; i hope it does.
4) now after reading these, you will judge me, and you will ask me to love again... what if i say that i am trying?
you will ask me to try harder.. 5) i will abruptly end the conversation and would say, "it is not because of love, it is because of this bad funny world..."
and i know, we will both fake smile and move on.
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episode 2 is up!
3 women discuss self esteem growing up being teased as children and how it affected them as adults
youtube: conversations with yaya (link in bio) #mua@lovestarrfacesbygabore
sometimes we don't feel our best. it's ok to feel down.
but it's not ok to stay down
and it's not ok to allow people to put you down.
your self esteem can easily be affected by child hood jokes to "just kidding"
be careful what you say to people and most importantly, be careful what you allow.
I love hearing other people’s success stories and how they got there, usually it is through their failures. when i am most successful is when i share my sh*t and insecurities; the good news is no one is perfect (get over it)! have fun and keep it real! #perfect7 .
Quick book review of “the fox” by frederick forsyth = 6.510
i picked this up thinking it would a superbly told story. perhaps i was just not able to devote enough time to blast through it and that meant i dipped in and out, but the good start just tailed off for me. such a disappointment, but what did you think?
Hey guys! 🎉
so this is a little insane for me and i am currently on cloud nine and celebrating with my brother. we have reached over 1000 reads on my @wattpad anthology! 🎉 i really couldn’t have reached it without all of your support and i hope you know i truly, truly appreciate it. you’re all so amazing and i can’t believe how lucky i am for the supporters i have. im so thankful that you give me the ability to share my work and more-so support it! honestly, thankyou so much 🎉
i love you all and i’ll see you tomorrow for your wednesday upload. tamara. xx (insane)