I wonder if it’s just me who feel depressed wih monotonic routiene or someone else is along with me in this journey?
even if things look smoothly going still i feel some chaos inside, is it type of depression? i don’t know how to control ones thought at such tymx
at the moment i’m feeling like screaming inside but all i’m doing is just lying and missing my amma. akhir apko b kya jaldi thi ammi hum sy door jany ki?
duaon mein yad rakhey ga. shukriya
khush rahein khush rakhein. allah hum sb ka hami o nasir ho
I'm feeling the pull of the ocean calling me as of late. i haven't been to the ocean in some time and it's the place that grounds me, gives me inspiration, provides perspective when i need it most. i hope to be going soon to wiggle my toes in the sand and feel the salty water dance over my feet. such beauty and power in one location strengthens my faith and belief in god every time i get to experience it. we have this magnificent world around us. do you stop and look at the beauty god created? realize the magnitude of how each thing works together? the human bodies complexities are beyond my ability to rationalize. we are amazing and we are blessed to have been created. don't forget to thank god today for the world you live in and for being alive today.
Many times do we underestimate ourselves by not realising our capabilities and our own do’s.often do we also develop a state of competitiveness for fellow humans but it’s all emotional outrage and leads to our very own disgrace.life’s bliss in perception of individuality and so is it all about doing things for you and feeling happy about it.
I went on a spontaneous trip to high point state park this morning and took some rather interesting shots of the surroundings. i saw this climbing stairway in the high point state park monument and found it really captivating. my thoughts on when i saw this had me thinking about the intricacies of life and how like these steps, life can be quite convoluted and perplexing sometimes but in order to get to the top you simply have to start climbing. #foodforthought#complexitiesoflife#startclimbing#stairway#highpointstateparknj#newjersey#adventureswithfriends#photography#photographer#50mmf18
These tiny yet grandiose moments in life. i’ve been seeing this crab spider for the past few weeks as i harvest roses from the yard. today i saw sitting on this petal, and we both admires the solitary bees for our separate reasons. then a few hours later i came back to show a sweet friend the spider and found it with the bee. these moments are intense, beautiful, sad...
i first noticed the crab spiders when i started working with st. john’s wort 11 years ago. the first one i ever met was waiting upside down under one of the bright yellow petals. crab spiders change color between yellow and white depending on the plant they are making their home. #crabspiders#spiders#spiderlore#roses#stjohnswort#complexitiesoflife [image and video series of a white crab spider and solitary bee on rose petals. in the last photo the bee has been caught by the spider.]