Hello everyone! im super mia right now as im traveling and dont have phone service, but here are some new pendants ive made 🖤 each are unique and one of a kind! they all come as a necklace even though theres no chains on them yet 😆 shop link in my bio 🖤🖤🖤 sea shells and moons 🌙 psa il be replying to my messages asap. gotta get some wifi and stay on it long enough to do so.
Can we get real for a minute? i want to share something with you that makes me uncomfortable and even downright scared to speak out loud. i am terrified of being vulnerable. why? i assume very few people care what i think or feel. so, to share my thoughts, feelings and heart here on social media is almost paralyzing. the truth is, i was adopted as a newborn which has resulted in deep emotional roots. abandonment seems to be the deepest and most difficult of all the roots to set free. i tend to expect people to fail me, to leave me, to not care. the worst part? it becomes a self fulfilling prophecy. but why is that? why does this deep belief cause these things to actually happen? because of my actions. i don’t speak up and share. i don’t ask for help. the few times i do i am often denied... so i stop asking because the rejection is more than my heart can take. which means people fail me by default because i don’t ask them not to... so, i say all of this to help you understand why this next thing i am going to say is so hard. sidenote: if you have hung in there and read this entire post thank you. 💗 now, i am going to share with you the thing that scares me and what i am going to do to confront it. i am terrified of asking people to support my business. obviously, i wouldn’t do what i do if i wasn’t passionate about it. because i am passion driven and fiercely loyal. i am perfectly ok serving anyone who comes to me, but asking people if they will let me help them? i choke up every time. 😨 which is crazy. i get that. but somehow asking someone if they will let me serve them in trade for financial support is the hardest thing for me. so, what am i going to do to get past this problem? i am going to be bold. i am going to begin speaking up when i feel that fear creep in. i won’t let my fears hold me back any more... watch me soar! now, what is it that scares you? i would love to support you on your journey to freedom as well. 💗 ~sarah gielow