Letter from my future self to me:
”do not worry. everything will be figured out. you are safe and you are carried. you’ll find your path. all your dreams will unfold gently right before your very eyes. you will be at peace with yourself and every other being on this earth. you’ll find everything you’ve been looking for within yourself. you will be loving yourself unconditionally and you will be able to reflect that love and give it to other people. always remember that you are whole. you are divine. you have everything you need within you, cause you were created by the greatest powers of this universe.
i love you,
your future self.” ~
~ hello everyone 🌝 i haven’t popped up on your instagram home screen for a while now due to a one month social media detox. i really enjoyed disconnecting for a while and ignoring my phone but i’m also so happy to be back on this beautiful platform and to start creating again. there has been so much going on lately and honestly, it has been quite overwhelming. but there is also so much magic planned for this summer and i can’t wait to share everything with you 🙈💛
🖤 let's pretend we're making art.
recently, i've been thinking about life a lot. we're all looking for happiness right? but do i want a simple happy life? no. i want my life to be interesting. a grand adventure full of emotions. i want to feel myself and be alive. i want to see the beauty in anger, despair, excitement, arousal and sadness. i want to be myself to the fullest. that's happiness to me.
what about you? will you try to change all the negative and unpleasant emotions? or will you accept them as part of life and beauty? because they exist for a reason and they cry for a reason. don't shout at them. don't hide them. be there for them. listen. what do they want to tell you? they're like the children no one wants to play with. so let's play with them 🖤
I am falling back in love with the feeling of uncertainty. with change. with movement. with not knowing where i am going to be in two days. with leaving my belongings behind and living off a backpack.
i lost touch of this feeling once i found warmth and comfort during my last months living in sydney. ironically, i have been feeling sooo much more grounded and conscious while moving and traveling.
but traveling on my own and connecting with new people has also led me to experience deep shifts and changes within myself.
i have distanced myself from social media because i have realised that i was just pouring and pouring to the outside, without pouring energy back into myself. i have been focusing on giving myself some extra love, before i can give to others. i am going to attend vipassana meditation for 10 days, so i will not be posting then. thank you for sticking with me as i figure myself out. i want to inspire you, to help you, to provide quality content. and i can only do that if i am full myself. much love ❤️
How do i know if my choice is correct? i dont know how. i only know one thing that i must be strong and keep moving forward. even if my choice is incorrect, i still have a lesson learnt. making wrong decision is better than regretting doing nothing. #my28#justpretending#deepcaption
Holy shit, this heat waves makes me want to unbutton my flannel and grab a bowl of ice cream. you too?
side-note: the free guide on how to master your metabolism pt. 1 🔗 in my bio. pt. 2 coming soon but you needed to download the first one first.
double tap if you wanna get some ice cream with me #orisitacoldrose#freecheatsheet#aspirationallook#deepcaption#not