This is super hard for me to post. i don't ever post full body photos, let alone a video! 🙈 but, i need to practice what i preach and #pushpastfear if this reaches just one person out there that it helps, it'll be worth it. ❤ so, (deep breath) i started a dietbet 4 weeks ago and tomorrow at midnight is the official cut off for end weigh in. i won't make it. i'm still 8 lbs. away- there is no way i could meet that in a healthy way (🤔what if i chop off my arm... 😂). i'm not going to lie- i'm devastated! for a few reasons i think. ☝️1- i was the leader of the dietbet and the leader can't even do it right.✌ 2- i have an extremely hard time not meeting goals i set for myself. ❤but, guess what? so many of the women that joined me did meet their weight loss goals while developing some healthy habits along the way. and- check out this dress you guys. this was the bridesmaid dress i wore for my sister's wedding literally a year ago today. it fit me, but only when i wore spanx. i was so uncomfortable that i changed immediately after the ceremony/pictures. #happyanniversary#sis ❤i still have a long way to go in my goals. of course i have weightloss goals and things i want to do physically. but most of all, i have a long way in finding love for this body of mine. it's a work in progress and it'll take time. today i wear the bracelet that reminds me that "i am so f***ing loved" because some days you need that reminder (and now i'm crying... 😂 haha) even when you failed and don't feel right in your body.
Après une journée à 600 à l'heure,
petite pause café pour reprendre des forces et c'est parti pour la séance du soir!!! en mode cardio et renfo pour commencer la semaine! et vous c'est quoi le programme?
Gooood morning 🌞 to all my beautiful shiny ones! may your week and journey be full of light! 💫💐🌺🌈
i often wonder what the secret to success is. especially when it comes to business. because, at the end of the day, we're all in this struggle. a rat race, if you will. constantly fighting an uphill battle. often, we feel frustrated. sometimes, defeated.
ziglar quoted things like, "your attitude, not your aptitude, will determine your altitude." along with, "what you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals." and, "you were born to win, but to be a winner, you must plan to win, prepare to win, and expect to win." plus so much more.
Just as nature goes through different seasons, so do we. when you have those 3-4 months ofeach "life season...the season of ease and life couldn't get much better, to me that would be my summer. enjoying life as things are in full bloom.
then life gets dull, and seems mundane. i call that fall. then there is a season mixed with beauty and sprinkled with days you would rather not remember because your heart was so cold you forgot about the innocence and pureness of snow. i call that winter season.
then there is the most beautiful and most difficult season of life, the season of growing pains, anticipation of any beauty in life; the stretching to greatness and enjoyment of all the work you did on yourself to find your light, love and beauty only you hold because you are you. that is the season of spring.
so remember to enjoy the good times in life, be thankful for the growing pains but always know that when it gets tough, it's only a season. #lostandfoundbylove#springseasonoflife#growingpains#hapi#hapiplace#keepmoving#dontgiveup#selflove#reflect#lifeistough#lifeisbeautiful#countyourblessings#onlygodcangetmethroughthis#godisgood#parenting#beautifulmess#broken