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Lunch! thank you all so so much for your heartwarming welcome backs, made me feel all loved ❤️ lunch is all about smokey and salt. must be the northsea still running through my veigns 🌊 fine farmers mustard, brought from the island, romain lettuce (i'm so in love with the texture) smoked tofu, avocado, leccino olives (gosh they are delicious 🤤 @hellofreshnl ) salty toasted almonds, green pepper, red cabbage for colour and raw samphire 🌱 yums! on another note...lately i've been going through some changes in my life which is both scary and exciting but it felt more and more that scary and uncertainty and a feeling of losing grip was winning on excitement. it is not a secret at all i've been dealing with severe eating disorder in the past but i managed to overcome and with the help of documenting my food on my instagram i've created a healthy food routine and a positive stick behind the door. however, as with many disorders, they always stick with you in the shadows and say hi again when life is a little less sweet to you and structures we've been getting used to fall apart. now comes the tricky part...do we say hi and dance again with this familiar 'friend' or do we say hi and politely brush off!? easy said but not easy at all. what do you think? read more in comments!
75 777 Yesterday
Hallo ihr lieben ❤❤ . es ist endlich freitag 🙌 die woche war ziemlich durchwachsen mit einigen tiefs aber auch hochs. momentan läuft das essen nicht so gut wenn ich tagsüber alleine zu hause bin und nicht so wirklich weiß was ich mit mir anfangen soll.. eigentlich müsste ich jede menge aufräumen, für den mediziner test lernen und mal wieder sport machen und mich bei dem ein oder anderen öfter melden. aber morgens bekomme ich nicht so viel auf die reihe rutsche irgendwie zurück und finde dann im laufe des tages da wieder raus. . das macht mich auf der einen seite stolz, weil ich es dann nach einem rückfall auch wieder auf die beine schaffe. aber trotzdem fühlt es sich nicht gut an gerade täglich so mit dem essen zu kämpfen.. so wie gestern abend hab ich vor gleich kürbissuppe zum mittagessen zu machen und dazu noch geräucherte tofuspieße zu machen mit geröstetem brot in sesamöl 😋 davor werde ich aber erst mal meine klamotten fertig sortieren, blumen🌹 in mein zimmer stellen und duschen gehen🚿- danach bin ich oft motivierter und fühle mich frischer 🙌😊 . habt einen schönen freitag und startet gut ins wochenende!! ❤❤ . #kürbissuppe #pumpkinsoup #freitag #nocaloriecounting #antidiet #wohlfühlrevolution #recovery #balancednotclean #foodblogger #motivation #positivevibes #fitnesslove #fitnotskinny #strongernotskinny #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #bulimiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfam #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywins
2 108 11 hours ago
Cookie themed afternoon snack🍫🍪❤️ today i am so positive and i feel so good and that makes me so so happy because the last days were sooo hard and today i could enjoy this afternoon snack without any guilt and i had a nice day🤗😍❤️ but of course it’s still not normal to eat for 1:20h 😶 but i know i will manage this one day so today’s perfect afternoon snack contains: some natural yoghurt, and a mueller corner with leibniz cookie topping (it’s the corner of the month and i tried it the first time and it’s was so so good), one banana, two apple baby cookies, some mini leibniz cookies, one lindt cookies and cream bar, and half a rittersport nut and cookie chocolate bar (i always tried to not have rittersport chocolate bars cause it’s so high calorie but kinda small size but it’s sooo big and yummy and i loved it so much and i didn’t regret anything) hope you also had an amazing day😍❤️💪🏼 keep fighting guys💪🏼❤️
4 272 Yesterday
Advocating day and night for butter. haha. shirt design by @dietitiananna ❤️ also don’t hate on the 1000% photo exposure filter. i decided it was my friday vibe.
2 8 23 minutes ago
Das leben ist zu kurz, um es mit selbstzerstörung zu vergeuden! ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~ wisst ihr, viele schreiben mir, ich wäre ein totales vorbild und ich würde bestimmt alles schaffen und dass sie es toll finden, wie ich mich verändert habe. ich freue mich darüber auch (meist), allerdings gibt es auch bei mir oft tage/ stunden, die katastrophal sind und ich überhaupt nicht glücklich bin. aber wisst ihr was? das ist auch in ordnung so! jeder hat mal schlechte tage und stimmungstiefs. man darf nur nie vergessen, dass diese - ich bezeichne es jetzt mal ganz drastisch- hölle auch wieder vorbeigehen und eine gute zeit mit schönen erlebnissen kommen wird! und dafür lohnt es sich zu kämpfen! #recoveryisworthit ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~ also, gebt niemals auf, ihr könnt das alle schaffen und wieder glücklich(er) werden! la vita è bella 💘
7 113 Yesterday
🍴new post alert🍴 @lauravennison has written something on kim kardashian’s confusing promotion of meal replacement shakes...and suggests other meals you could eat instead. like this risotto 😋😋😋 link in bio
2 135 Yesterday
We asked our #nutrition team to share some words of wisdom to celebrate #nationalnutritionmonth! we love this quote about #eatingdisorder #recovery from our lead #dietitian, liz carrara! #edrecovery 🌍✨
5 120 Yesterday
I did it💪🏼😭 i slayed ana and took one of my biggest fearfoods🍕😭😱❤️ i am so so proud and i feel so good🤗 i am not feeling guilty and i was able to enjoy this😱❤️ i had the rustipani cheese and tomato for lunch earlier than everyday because we had school only till 12:15 and now i have holidays!!! we are already one our way to the airport because my bestie, her family, my mom and i fly to moscow together and i am really looking forward to it but i am hella scared because we won’t just spend vacations but doing something other (don’t wanna tell it yet) but it’s not that good for my body atm but we couldn’t change anything anymore because it was already planned but i will just try to enjoy the most i can and the hard hours will pass as well... also i will need to have another eating plan and that makes me scared as well but i try to post nearly everything but i am not sure if i can post every meal❤️ wish me good luck that it will be nice and worth it and not to hard❤️😞🙈 i will come back the 2nd april and than i will finally start eating 2000+ because for me the clinic is the last possibility and i want to try it alone one last time💪🏼❤️ i hope it will be alright and i will have fun😭💪🏼❤️
3 108 11 hours ago


Take Me Away From This Hell☠️
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Sus without ana
Dinner ↪beets and carrots ↪half arepa ↪granadilla ↪2 slices cheese (60gr) ↪lettuce and tomato ↪peanuts as desser :3 #anorexianervosa #anorexic #comida #ednos #edfighter #food #fitness #strongnotskinny #minniemaud #dieta #tca #anafight #eatingdisorder  #edsoldier #diet #healthy #healthyfood #anorexia #bulimia #beatana #healthyeating  #recovery #anorexiarecovery #recoverywin #recoveringmylife #instafood #foodstagram #foodisfuel #bowl
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Today i've had two coffees with soy milk and some agave syrup, spring rolls with sauce, 2 big handfuls of almonds, some sauce kraut, and now lemon sorbet. probably around 1200 calories? maybe less actually. and i've been at work for 8 hours. is that a lot? did i eat too much? please someone answer because my brain is totally f****d up and i have absolutely 0 sense of what is a normal food intake and i'm yeah. i feel f*t and i feel like i ate too much but i didn't binge, so that's something. i'm so overwhelmed. i'm so depressed about my body. please tell me this is okay. please tell me i'm okay. please tell me i didn't eat too much. please tell me it's okay. i can't breathe . please. gosh i'm so broken. i'm so f*****g broken. i want a hug, but i can't even hug people bc i'm too ashamed of myself and my body. crying crying crying #mentalillness #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #ednos #restrict #restricting #panicdisorder #anxiety #bingeeatingdisorder #vegan #sad #sadness #depression #f*t
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🌟Trigger warning🌟
Just some random thoughts, mtw? i'm so tired of this shit. why am i feeling guilty because i drank 500 ml of f*****g diet coke? why do i feel guilty for eating in general?! i mean what is this shit? what is wrong with me? i don't want to go inpatient again, i don't want to catch up all the school stuff i'll miss, and i don't wanna leave my family alone. also i'm super scared everyone will see the difference if i'll gain weight. what if they'll all think i'd be healthy and happy again? why am i even scared they will think like that? wouldn't this be good? and if i'll gain weight, people wouldn't worry about me anymore, would they? everyone is always telling me it's okay to be exhausted and tired because of school and stuff, because i'm underweight and my body hasn't got much energy, but if i'd gain, being tired or exhausted wouldn't be okay anymore? that's making me f*****g anxious. yes, i enjoy being cared for so much, because it makes me feel like i'm allowed to cry and i'm allowed to be weak sometimes. i feel like back when i was at a normal weight, i wasn't allowed to show any weakness. it was my job to look after my little fragile and beautiful friend, the only thing that mattered was her to be happy. i know it wasn't like that and i'm exaggerating, but that's how i felt. i don't want to feel like this again. my mind is split, i don't know what to do, as no matter how i'll decide, i feel like i will never be happy again. i wish i could just turn back time to when i still had the chance to have a fun life, when things weren't totally difficult. i don't want to be "fat" (my opinion about how i looked pre ed) again, but i want to have my life back. i am not the same person than i was two years ago and i also don't want to be this person ever again. i want to be the person i really am. i want to be more happy than sad (i mean everybody's got some bad days), and i want to enjoy life without thinking about calories the whole time. i have no idea if i'll ever be able to be this person, but i really hope so, and i won't give up without trying my best. i have no idea where the motivation for writing this text at 1 am came from (thanks to the caffeine in cola😉) ⬇
3 2 29 minutes ago


Morgan's Food Diary💕
2 14 6 minutes ago


May be a loser but I’ll listen
He started flirting again called me sweety
1 1 8 minutes ago


Charlotte 🎀
(have a picture of my wall ‘cos i have no other pictures) ...... i ate a slice of chocolate cake earlier which was scary but i ate it because i f*****g wanted it. the boyf had a takeaway tonight which included cheesy chips and the real me wanted to demolish them with him but the nob that is #emetophobia wouldn’t let me. i managed a tiny handful with minimal cheese though so mini wins are better than nothing 💪 it’s so weird because really i love food but this fear, phobia, disorder, whatever you wanna label it is bigger than any other emotion or generally just anything! it won’t let me have or do what i really want. it’s actually really nice to have the food loving thoughts of the real charlotte deep, deep down. she’s still there and i will find her again. #emetophobic #eatingdisorder #disorderedeating #anxiety #anxietydisorder #agoraphobia
0 1 7 minutes ago


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1 2 47 minutes ago
🍜spicy #luckyme instant noodles w/ shirataki, bok choy, and quail eggs. it's been a long time since i've eaten instant ramen. that could be why i thought this was so tasty, haha. it's ridiculous to let the amount of sodium dictate whether or not you eat something! /unless you have a medical condition ofc/ i used to eat two ramens at once, usually with additional mix-ins. that blows my mind. i don't think i'll ever do that again, but maybe next time i'll challenge myself to a full sized package . . . #whatiate #weightrestoration #foodlog #fooddiary #foodjournal #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #edsupport #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #adultswitheds #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #nourishtoflourish #recoveryisworthit #recoveryjourney #edcommunity #fearfoodfriday #fearfood #recoverywin #instantnoodles #ramen #anorexia #eatingdisorder
1 4 9 minutes ago
Hi guys. this week has flown by! my schedule will be completely messed up next week though. i have standardized tests monday and tuesday, a gynecologist appointment wednesday which will make me miss a test (i’ll have to make it up sometime) and then we are out of school until the following tuesday. that week we will have more standardized tests, plus a movie day for my english class. all of that and my scholastic bowl meets/practices! i’ll be busy! trigger warning ahead, read at your own risk! ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ god i feel f*****g disgusting once again. i can’t stop myself when pretzels are involved and i’m probably never having bagels ever again after these are gone. i’ve been eating way too much this week and so i know almost for a fact that i gained. plus my dad told me today that he told my doctor he honks i’m eating better and that i don’t need to see a nutritionist. he says this right after he tells me that my labs came back to say i have a nutritional deficiency and low heart rate, and that i have three follow up appointments in the coming weeks. this sounds really s****y but i miss being really bad, everybody sees how i’m stuffing myself and they say i’m better. i hate it. and myself. i can’t keep eating this badly.⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ #ed #eatingdisorder #eatingdisordersurvivor #anorexia #anorexiasurvivor #bulimia #bulimiasurvivor #ednos #ednossurvivor #orthorexia #struggling #surviving #depression #suicidalthoughts
0 2 9 minutes ago


⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
Okay. my life just fell apart • • • [ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇ][#thinsperation][#dyingtobethin][#ugw][#thinspo][#anorexia][#bulimia][#disorderedeating][#eatingdisorder][#idontneedhelp][#thin][#thinthighs][#skinny][#anabuddyneeded][#anabuddy]
0 1 10 minutes ago


Kayla Wilson
One of my closest friends gave me this years ago.... it has survived 4 moves and still on my hardest/worst days it pulls me through! #worry
2 12 12 minutes ago


This is a posed photo , in tending, this is not what i look like at standing. tw coming up❗️❗️❗️ i’m so conflicted because part of me wants to recover and every time i eat i tell myself “it’s okay because i’m in recovery” but then another part of me comes in and says “you’re using recovery as an excuse to eat and be fat, you can’t be recovering because you were never ill” and ugh it’s just making me want to lose weight so much more, i feel like i can’t recover until i reach my lowest weight 😪
3 15 12 minutes ago
Got my flute out of storage and hopefully have a play sometime today. in other news, had my friends partner call me yesterday and i need to move out. things are only going to get worse with the kids, and my friend is really struggling too at the moment, so it’s best for all of us for me to find somewhere to live. stressed is an under statement! todays quote is very appropriate for our rainy and stormy weather today: “life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain” #atypicalanorexia #atypicalanorexiarecovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #ednosfamily #ednoswarrior #osfed #osfedrecovery #ed #edfam #edrecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveringaussies #adultswitheds #weightrestored #depression #anxiety #bpd #bpdrecovery #flute #sheetmusic #quoteoftheday #motivationalquotes #recoveryquotes #inspirationalquotes
0 7 14 minutes ago


Amy, Erin And Abbie
I hope you all had a good international puppy day i love dogs so much i want to help them all ah have you seen their tiny lil beans ahhhhh so cute and i love when they walk along hard floors and you hear the lil tip taps im gonna cry
2 27 17 minutes ago