I did a general reading as well to see if my deck would be able to tell me anything about the "big change" that's coming when judgement appears.
i'm finding it hard to pin down exactly what i want, and it's muddling my concentration and creativity - i need to focus on my true passions, remove 'clutter' from my life in order to get more time for them. i need to stop repressing myself and push through an emotional blockage, and good things are coming once i get myself "unstuck". honestly that sounds about right, at the moment it seems like this change will involve leaving work and being able to put effort into things instead of being an absolute zombie. it'll be interesting to see how things pan out once my medical leave is over.