Today the fam and i are taking off for oregon. it’s a state we’ve always wanted to go to, it’s seemingly incredibly photogenic, and funny enough we were even going to up and move there almost 2 years ago. i’m looking forward to some fresh seafood and waterfalls! if anyone has recommendations on some “can’t miss” places, feel free to shout them to me!
Day 21 is “drain”. i’ve been feeling so tired this last week... even yesterday, i slept for hours, but i still didn’t feel 100%. i am focusing too much on the negatives though. so today is a new day and i’ll try to drain those negative things away and find the positives.👍🏼😊
Some days are just sad days where crying is release.
yesterday was one of those days for me. i woke up this morning with cramps from dehydration. life is hard, things sometimes suck. i’m mostly well, but sometimes you’ve just got to allow yourself a chance to crumble, to not be “on,” to have a “good cry.” i think of myself as an optimistic & kind person, but when times are rough i see all the bad & am hardest on those who love me unconditionally.
this pregnancy is bringing fourth all kinds of emotions, the hormones have me stirring things up. i’m ok with it as it feels like it was all a bit pent up.
i feel like myself again today. i feel like i need to drink a gallon of water, but better.
days like yesterday, when people check in on me to see how i’m doing may set me thinking “how do i feel?” be prepared to hear about how i’m honestly feeling. if you don’t want to know, please don’t ask.
let’s try to be more genuinely concerned about others.
how do you feel today?