Last year, i lost the greatest gift ive ever held in my entire life which is ot5. i lost a cure, my nightly entertainment, happy thoughts, goals and today marks one year since camila left fifth harmony. im moved but days like this brought a bitter flashback, triggering feelings, heavy heart and confusing emotions especially when camila happened to be the one who introduced you to 5h. i at least wished that their friendship will remain at good end because it meant so much more than the group itself but everything's gone now. maybe i would be more accepting if it has a good closure, not some shady bad vibes going on between the two and maybe i could easily move on if it was just a group departure, not the break up of the most valueable friendship ive ever seen.