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Whoop so my grandma, the woman who raised me and loved me more than my parents ever did, has had alzheimer's for 3ish years now and she's gotten really bad in the past 3 weeks. so she's currently in hospital and i just got back from visiting her. apparently yesterday she couldn't even remember who my mum was, her name or where she was or anything, but today was okay, she could remember my sister and i and my mum. but other than that's she's still really bad. the last time i saw someone like that, who was in hospital, was my dad's mum, my other grandma. she ended up passing away with me in the room, and it's scarred me ever since lmaooo. and i wasn't even that close with her, but my mums mum i'm super close with and love with all my heart. so i'm getting bad flashbacks to my other grandma passing, along with feeling so f*****g helpless, and today my sister was really snappy at me, and when i asked why she said i was really annoying so yeah she hates me ahaha. wow i'm loving life at the moment isn't it great??!?!?! but yeah i haven't felt this numb and f****d and helpless and useless since last year in november, which was the last time i attempted and the first time i went into a mental health ward. so life's going great for me y'all.
3 120 last month
I don't really know how to start this, and how i even feel about it. but 2 nights ago, i had a party, and if you've been following me for a while, my bf is back from new zealand and we're together again. it's been awkward between us at times, and really good at other times, and a while ago we both had a talk feeling like we were more so just friends with benifits is anything, cause we were both a lil confused about how we felt, like we loved eachother and all that, but there was still a barrier of sorts. anyway, at the party, he pulled me into the corner and said i have something to tell you. we were both kinda drunk, but he was mostly sober. anyway, he told me he fell in love with me, all over again, that night, and he decided to tell me he cheated on me when he was in nz a few times, but today we talked about it and he said it was actually only once, and i do believe him, that it was just once. i didn't know how i felt about it. but to him, i said i didn't care, it was in the past and all that, and i told some of my friends. they all said that was a really s****y thing for him to do, and all lowkey wanna beat his a*s for me, but i told them not to (btw this is really skipping over all that we said to eachother in that moment, me and my bf that is). later on, we went around the back and he was crying so much, and saying he felt really guilty about it, and he was saying he loved me so much and he would never do it again, and he told me he saw my ankle and arm where there were new scars, and he was saying if i ever felt like hurting myself again to call him, not matter what or the time or anything. so yeah, i'm still not really sure how i feel about the situation. i don't know if i'm genuinely okay with it, cause we were in other countries, and it's all in the past now, or if i've convinced myself i'm fine with it, because i'm too afraid of being alone, and i feel like i'll never be able to meet someone as amazing as him, let alone someone that will put up with my breakdowns and won't run away when they see my scars and find out about mg problems, or maybe if it's a mixture of both those things.(continued in comments)
7 83 4 weeks ago
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#tumblr #tumblrgirl #tumblrboy #tumblrr #tumblrgirls #tumblrs #grunge #grungegirl #grungeblog #aesthetic #aesthetictumblr #tumblrtürkiye #tumblrturkey #tumblrgreen #tumblrgreenaesthetic #grungegreen #like #follow
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@cloudyrxmance

cloudyrxmance
“i saw how you look at her today. the scene is familiar. that’s how i look when i see an art that awe every sense of me. i can’t stop looking. i can’t stop wanting and hoping i’m the one right there.”
#green #aesthetic #greenaesthetic #greenaesthetics #grunge #grungegreen #greengrunge #dark #darkgreen #darkgreen #darkaesthetic #darkaesthetics #sky #scenery #desire #her #sad #neon #neongreen #neongreenaesthetic #art #hope #hopeful #hopefulquotes
2 17 3 weeks ago

@cloudyrxmance

cloudyrxmance
“2am is not for the lovers asleep in each other’s arms. it is for the lonely. the ones who are in love with the loved but are not lived in return.” #green #grunge #greengrunge #grungegreen #aesthetic #greenaesthetic #greenaeathetics #2am #2amthoughts #lonely #lonelyquotes #loneliness #lonelinessquotes #desire #love #lovequotes #quotes #neon #neongreen
0 15 3 weeks ago

@xxgoldendanixx

xxgoldendanixx
💚i definitely didn’t make 3 of these because i accidentally missed his birthday💚
2 17 3 weeks ago

@_mental_health_memes

_mental_health_memes
I don't really know how to start this, and how i even feel about it. but 2 nights ago, i had a party, and if you've been following me for a while, my bf is back from new zealand and we're together again. it's been awkward between us at times, and really good at other times, and a while ago we both had a talk feeling like we were more so just friends with benifits is anything, cause we were both a lil confused about how we felt, like we loved eachother and all that, but there was still a barrier of sorts. anyway, at the party, he pulled me into the corner and said i have something to tell you. we were both kinda drunk, but he was mostly sober. anyway, he told me he fell in love with me, all over again, that night, and he decided to tell me he cheated on me when he was in nz a few times, but today we talked about it and he said it was actually only once, and i do believe him, that it was just once. i didn't know how i felt about it. but to him, i said i didn't care, it was in the past and all that, and i told some of my friends. they all said that was a really s****y thing for him to do, and all lowkey wanna beat his a*s for me, but i told them not to (btw this is really skipping over all that we said to eachother in that moment, me and my bf that is). later on, we went around the back and he was crying so much, and saying he felt really guilty about it, and he was saying he loved me so much and he would never do it again, and he told me he saw my ankle and arm where there were new scars, and he was saying if i ever felt like hurting myself again to call him, not matter what or the time or anything. so yeah, i'm still not really sure how i feel about the situation. i don't know if i'm genuinely okay with it, cause we were in other countries, and it's all in the past now, or if i've convinced myself i'm fine with it, because i'm too afraid of being alone, and i feel like i'll never be able to meet someone as amazing as him, let alone someone that will put up with my breakdowns and won't run away when they see my scars and find out about mg problems, or maybe if it's a mixture of both those things.(continued in comments)
7 83 4 weeks ago

@juliasummer_art

juliasummer_art
Trippy thursday: playing around with the inks #inked #artistsoninstagram #abstractart #violet #grungegreen
0 22 last month

@thehouseofrush

thehouseofrush
Unreal colour by our boy jack 💚 #grungegreen
1 28 last month

@_mental_health_memes

_mental_health_memes
Whoop so my grandma, the woman who raised me and loved me more than my parents ever did, has had alzheimer's for 3ish years now and she's gotten really bad in the past 3 weeks. so she's currently in hospital and i just got back from visiting her. apparently yesterday she couldn't even remember who my mum was, her name or where she was or anything, but today was okay, she could remember my sister and i and my mum. but other than that's she's still really bad. the last time i saw someone like that, who was in hospital, was my dad's mum, my other grandma. she ended up passing away with me in the room, and it's scarred me ever since lmaooo. and i wasn't even that close with her, but my mums mum i'm super close with and love with all my heart. so i'm getting bad flashbacks to my other grandma passing, along with feeling so f*****g helpless, and today my sister was really snappy at me, and when i asked why she said i was really annoying so yeah she hates me ahaha. wow i'm loving life at the moment isn't it great??!?!?! but yeah i haven't felt this numb and f****d and helpless and useless since last year in november, which was the last time i attempted and the first time i went into a mental health ward. so life's going great for me y'all.
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