So for the past 3-4 weeks, everytime i go to my car there is a dragonfly (sometimes two) hovering near the driver side-door, window, mirror, hood. the first few times leaving my house i wouldn't try to get in my car because i don't do bugs. i would literally go back in and get the spare key for my husbands car and take that only to find the dragonfly doing the same thing by his car. not just by my house but at the supermarket, mall, gas station. i finally looked up the symbolic meaning of a dragonfly today. will i still run from those mofo's, hell yeah, but this speaks volumes on recent choices and changes i've made and considered. amazed!
I am a lone soldier, every day i put on my amour and i fight battles that no one will ever know about. successfully conquering these battles allows me the opportunity to flourish and regain control of a piece of myself that had the intentions to hold me back from my true calling and better self..if you think "leveling up" has a monetary value, i can only tell you my friend...i can't explain it to you.. #ihaveworktodo
Do you ever have hard weeks?! i am a pretty strong person and i generally don’t like to show other people when i’m down or in a bit of a funk. i’m a leo - always showing my strength and determination.
i’ve had a tough week. nothing huge happened - i think just a ton of small problems linked together got heavy for my shoulders and i have been in a funk - wondering what i’m doing with my life right now - if i have failed as a parent - etc. - just not feeling useful. woke up today with a crick in my neck and crying off and on. had every reason to just call in and not teach my classes, but i was like no - i’m going. so i went and i sweat it out, teaching step class followed by weightlifting. then two members came up to me after class asking to see my before and after pictures and i was able to chat with them a while and really help motivate them in their journey to health. they left the gym with a completely amazing attitude and hunger for goals. this morning i got the message above from someone else who i have helped teach about keto and get off her diabetes medication. i just loved the confirmation from god that he can use anyone at any point. even when i’m not at my best, i am getting confirmation that i am helping shape and affect people’s lives in an amazing way. so just wanted to remind you that we have all hard moments. god can still use you. and go check on your strong friends. sometimes they need it. :) #alwaysthestrongone#keto#ketosis#diabetes#inafunk#sweatitout#motivation#ketocoach#groupfitnessinstructor#leo#ilovehelpingpeople#motivator#strong#courageous#over100lbslost#smile#godcanuseyou#getbehindmesatan#ihaveworktodo
I remember seeing myself as unstoppable. i remember feeling the confidence and courage of someone who overcame every failure that came her way. i remember looking every fear of mine in the eye and saying bring it. that woman was never lost. she just was being molded even more for her future levels to come. 🔥 🔥 🔥