Forty eight weeks + 1 day
we would never find you in a place as tame, ordered, and neat as a cabbage patch. and i guess that it makes sense, seeing that you arrived to us in the midst of a messy, broken, and wild time of infertility treatments, miscarriages and defeat. and i love that about you. that you’re nature remains just the same. wild, untamed, and inquisitive. you remind me to be wild too. that it’s ok for order to be disrupted. for play to come first, especially if it means connection. i love meeting you in these spaces. i hope our adventures never end. and i hope your stay just as you are; wild, untamed, raw and real 💙
Good morning beautiful world! happy tuesday ✨
i am hoping to film a pregnancy update this morning for the second trimester 🤰🏻 i cannot believe i am #29weekspregnant already 😯
after picking luna up from nursery will go to get a pair of boots i saw in peacocks yesterday! they didn’t have my size but the lady told me they will receive a delivery with more of them today so i have to get them! 🙌🏻
hope you all have a great day 🌟
C h r i s t m a s 🎄 t i m e
i love our christmas tradition every year! for years now we've gone to "the little hills christmas tree farm" with the kids, my mom, and rosco and picked out our tree and gotten family photos with santa...❤
this year holds a very bittersweet feeling for all of us. rosco was diagnosed with congestive heart failure in july.
i thank god everyday that we've been able to stabilize him for quite a while with meds and lots of love and constant care, but i had to rush him into the vet last monday and his health and heart are deteriorating fast.
it was a must that he be a part of this years tradition in his little red wagon, even though it was a little challenging getting him there with as little stress as possible, with the crushing knowledge that this will be our last christmas with him.💔
i can't put into words how much this precious boy means to us.
we're praying that he makes it to christmas and the new year.
he truly holds our hearts and they're slowly breaking.
i ask that you send our baby boy, and our family lots of prayers and lots of love during this extremely difficult time.
thanks my friends!❤❤❤
Sometimes i forget to take a step back and appreciate everything this man does for us. when i get consumed by all the daily chaos around here, i lose sight of how hard he works, so that i don’t have to. yes i spend nights alone, but so does he. he spends days in hotels, by himself. i mean... i am slightly jealous that he gets to talk to actual adults on a daily, but he also doesn’t get to spend time with the kids everyday. he misses school programs, family outings, snuggles, movie nights....
so babe... while i have those moments where i want to throw you out of a window, more often than not i am thankful that you are mine and that you provide the way you do for us. i love you!