🔊🔊 “passion is practical”
i heard an episode today on @andyfrisella podcast the mfceo project about the importance of passion for what you do. talked about how it will always carry you through hard times when the money and results aren’t coming along as planned. it really connected with the underachievement of my expectations for this season.
i came into this season after a long winter of training, practice and preparation. i expected to absolutely dominate out of the gates and my start was nothing like expected. i shot 85 my first tournament and carried the disappointment with me for a few weeks. i have had a high of 90 and a low of 73 with scores all over in between those numbers.
this journey i embarked on has not started as planned scoring wise but i am starting to come out of the mental slump. i realize this is a marathon not a sprint and the struggles of this season are all happening for a reason. it’s testing my fortitude and grit, making me truly reflect on how bad i want to put everything i have into my goal for the years ahead.
having to deal with underperforming and peers\family members seeing my erratic scores has been quite embarrassing at times but i chose to publicly share my journey and all these emotions and expectations are all just preparing me for my next level. i know my talents, capabilities and potential although others can’t see it. i’m going to look back on this season in the years ahead and be able to help other people going through hard times in pursuit of their passion see through the struggle. i’ll get to where i know i can be as long as i stick to my process and you’ll know once i reach it.
This is the #truth for sure, especially as someone who suffers with #seasonalaffectivedisorder. with the fall coming, i’m truly feeling worried and scared about how my mindset and potential lows due to seasonal depression will effect my #weightlossjourney. do any of my #vsgcommunity suffer from depression & have any wisdom or advice for me? 🤔
This all is not an open invitation i’m just proud of myself and the progress i’ve made i don’t mean to make anyone feel uncomfortable. if you know me then you’ve prob seen my a*s and t*****s bc i’m just an open person so calm the f**k down i don’t give the internet special attention
Forgiveness is ...
hard & emotional
💓making room in your heart for better things
💓the start of manifesting a better life
💓not forgetting but choosing to no longer dwell on the past
forgive others, and yourself as it does not bring anything positive in your life 🙏