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@savelevsvyatopolk95

savelevsvyatopolk95
๐Ÿ˜พ snapchat: dawla33z โ˜”
virtue is praised but hated. people run away from it, for it is ice-cold and in this world you must keep your feet warm.
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#prettygirl #cosmetics #modelsofinstagram #winterfashion #omg #l4l #hair #woman #nedawareness #likeforlike #girly #fitchicks
1 92 7 hours ago

@fominanadejda1996

fominanadejda1996
๐Ÿ” snap : danieltaylorxx โ˜€
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#life #girl #cafe #hotties #eathealthy #tactical #nedawareness
0 97 10 hours ago

@evfimiyaafanaseva9393

evfimiyaafanaseva9393
๐ŸŒ— snapchat : nana78o ๐Ÿง
ะšั€ะฐัะธะฒั‹ะต ะฝะพะณะพั‚ะบะธ ๐Ÿ’“โค๏ธ
#fwis #weddinginspiration #lose #instakids #latergram #missguadeloupe #thepose #lifestyle #adoptdontshop #ebonysoles #tourtheplanet #rejuvenescimento #god #fashionable #sexyasses #modeling #nedawareness
0 29 10 hours ago

@foodandmyrecoverytattoo

foodandmyrecoverytattoo
๐ŸŒˆ ๐ŸŽ ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿ‰ ๐Ÿ˜ #neda
3 82 13 hours ago

@ammeee.wants.recovery

ammeee.wants.recovery
We just had korean bbq for anniversary dinner. since it’s a buffet, i ordered way too much... now i’m not only full, my stomach hurts so bad... but instead of taking it easy, i decided to have this green tea ice cream macaron for dessert.
i’m so scared of what will happen if i get so sick and puke... fast wasn’t the best idea. my body is in shock right now.
hope somehow part of the food will digest so that i can celebrate with wedding cake and champagne tonight.๐Ÿพ๐Ÿฅ‚ -
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#anniversarydinner #anniversarydate #oneyearanniversary #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #overeating #bingepurgerecovery #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighters
#eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #bipolardepression #restrictiveeating #countingcalories #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordersucks #recoverydinner #bulimiarecovery #bulimiasurvivor #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderssuck #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #caloriecounting #eatingdisorderwarrior #edawareness #nedawareness #restrictingcalories #restrictiveeating #bipolardepression #progressinrecovery #measureyourprogress #fuckedupmind
0 13 15 hours ago

@ammeee.wants.recovery

ammeee.wants.recovery
A year ago today, i was a happy bride. everyone thinks that i was happy. and i was. ๐Ÿ‘ฐ๐Ÿปexcept i tried everything to keep myself fitting in that wedding dress. i was so scared of gaining even a pond. and i successfully kept the weight down. but my eating disorder got worse.
now looking back at my wedding photos, i don’t like how i looked. the muscles are bulging out from practicing my violin. but nothing much has left on my body... the weirdest thing is that even i don’t like how my body looked in those photos, i still desperately wanting to be as thin as possible now. i don’t understand my mind. the present me just cannot see the truth in front of the mirror.
happy anniversary to me.๐Ÿฅ‚ -
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#weddingdress -#relapse #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #bipolardepression #restrictivediet #restrictiveeating #countingcalories #eatingdisorderawareness #orthorexia #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordersucks #recoverydinner #bulimiarecovery #bulimiasurvivor #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderssuck #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #caloriecounting #eatingdisorderwarrior #edawareness #nedawareness #restrictingcalories #restrictiveeating
#selfdestructive #bingepurgerecovery #bipolardepression #progressinrecovery #measureyourprogress #fuckedupmind
0 18 19 hours ago

@ammeee.wants.recovery

ammeee.wants.recovery
Zero...”zero”= nothing for breakfast till our early dinner celebration. it is our one year anniversary. โค๏ธi’m here stressed out over my weight. we are going out for korean bbq, and we will have champagne and the last year wedding cake๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿฅ‚i am leaving in two days, i really don’t want to gain any more weight before leaving for aspen.
i used to be in a naturally low weight. since my binge and purge episodes went out of control, i’ve gained 8lbs!! to many of you might think 8lbs is nothing. but to me, seeing weight going up is like a death sentence...
i used to tell my therapist, if i had to gain 10 lbs to be healthy, i would rather die. i really meant it. and now, carrying with this heavier body disgusts me. i just cannot accept myself. there is nothing that changed in me. my eating disorder voice is still as loud as fuck... -
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#relapse #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #bipolardepression #restrictivediet #restrictiveeating #countingcalories #eatingdisorderawareness #orthorexia #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordersucks #recoverydinner #bulimiarecovery #bulimiasurvivor #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderssuck #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #caloriecounting #eatingdisorderwarrior #edawareness #nedawareness #restrictingcalories #restrictiveeating
#selfdestructive #bingepurgerecovery #bipolardepression #progressinrecovery #measureyourprogress #fuckedupmind
2 19 Yesterday

@happyhealthyhans

happyhealthyhans
Helloooo๐Ÿ˜˜ we have arrived in london (where we’ll be spending the next day), just sat down for a cup of coffee ~ you can take the girl out of america, but not the america out of the girl ~. anyways, yeah just checking in to say hey and that my soul is so happy traveling again. sign me tf up for jet lag and sleep deprivation if i get to explore new places ๐Ÿ˜
14 156 Yesterday

@antoniiartemev97

antoniiartemev97
4 189 Yesterday

@ammeee.wants.recovery

ammeee.wants.recovery
Even i am still deep in the eating disorder f****d up mind, i still believe that i will be free one day if i don’t give up fighting over it. ๐ŸŒป even though sometimes i thought i didn’t make any progress. looking back years of my self destructive behavior, i am still healing in some ways. i learned my mistakes, even i still jump into the same hole over and over again. ๐ŸŒปi do realize that no hospitalization for 9 months is a progress. -
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#eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #bipolardepression #restrictivediet #restrictiveeating #countingcalories #eatingdisorderawareness #orthorexia #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordersucks #recoverydinner #bulimiarecovery #bulimiasurvivor #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderssuck #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #caloriecounting #eatingdisorderwarrior #edawareness #nedawareness #restrictingcalories #restrictiveeating
#selfdestructive #bingepurgerecovery #bipolardepression #progressinrecovery #measureyourprogress
1 23 Yesterday

@ammeee.wants.recovery

ammeee.wants.recovery
Dinner- i am still trying to count calories. once my psychiatrist told me that my new medication has to go along with more than 350cal meal, i set this bar line of 350 as the minimum and maximum calories i will have for dinner. #latuda ๐Ÿ’Š
i ate my dinner 2 hours earlier than i use to. that was because what happen this afternoon. since i took my medication yesterday super early, i have been acting strange around the house as my husband told me... i kept having anxiety attack but don’t know how to get out of it. ๐Ÿ˜งi certainly don’t want him to worry two days before i leave. i will stay on my own for two months in aspen, but mentally i’m not ready for it.
although restriction sounds bad, at least i can control my appetite on this med. i hate how some meds make your appetite go nuts... now i can finally move on and do projects other than thinking about food.๐Ÿ˜Œ the dinner tuna wasn’t as good. i still prefer the thai chili better.
tuna -70; bun -120; egg whites-100; swiss cheese-70; mayo-10; total: 360

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-#eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #bipolardepression #mentalbreakdown #panicattack #meltdowns #restrictivediet #restrictiveeating #countingcalories #eatingdisorderawareness #orthorexia #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordersucks #recoverydinner #bulimiarecovery #bulimiasurvivor #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderssuck #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #caloriecounting #eatingdisorderwarrior #edawareness #nedawareness #restrictingcalories #restrictiveeating
#selfdestructive #bingepurgerecovery #bipolardepression #eatingdisorderawareness #medicationmanagement
1 20 Yesterday

@ammeee.wants.recovery

ammeee.wants.recovery
Still trying to save up for the 350 tonight. this miso shiritaki noodle soup is actually really good!!๐Ÿฒi know it doesn’t have much calories, but i’m definitely satisfied.
story-time: i took my #latuda around noon yesterday instead at night. i thought it would be okay. but when i was walking in the grocery store today, i almost broke down into tears... it came out from nowhere! then i was at the check out place and waiting to insert my card, i felt short of breath. the next thing i know, i was freeze there for a good half minute ๐Ÿ˜งi don’t know if i had a panic attack or not.. but it freaked me out.. is there anyone taking medication knows what’s going on....? -
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#eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderssuck #bipolardepression #mentalbreakdown #panicattack #meltdowns #restrictivediet #restrictiveeating #countingcalories #eatingdisorderawareness #orthorexia #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordersucks #recoverydinner #bulimiarecovery #bulimiasurvivor #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderssuck #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexiafighter #bulimiarecovery #caloriecounting #eatingdisorderwarrior #edawareness #nedawareness #restrictingcalories #restrictiveeating
#selfdestructive #bingepurgerecovery
6 26 Yesterday

@nutritionmindcollective

nutritionmindcollective
“every diet has the same (false) pretense: “it’s a lifestyle change, not a diet!”
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but they all require you to restrict. and to a person struggling with an eating disorder, restriction is a death b**w to recovery.” - recent article on @recovrywarriors blog! .
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this is an extremely important message. with the health + wellness boom we see ‘perfect diet’ recommendations everywhere, but no ‘diet’ is appropriate if you experience disordered eating. •••
4 92 Yesterday