استاد علياكبر صنعتى در ديدار با استادش ابوالحسن خان صديقى : آقا شما هميشه خودتان را رندانه بهدست فراموشي سپردهايد اما من فراموش نكردم كه در مدرسه هنرهاي زيباي پاريس در كنار صدها مدعي مقام نخست را كسب كرديد و بسيار از شما نوشتند. شما مظهر مهر و نشاني از عواطف انساني فراموش شده هستيد و به من ياد داديد كه هنرم را به ميان مردم تهيدست ببرم و هنرم را پيشكش خلقي كنم كه همچون خودم رنج كشيده بودند. من از مجسمهي سياه نيزن شما آموختم كه آبروي هنر در همدلي با رنج است، اما ما چه كرديم در برابر جانشين والاي كمالالملك؟! سوگند به خدا كه هيچ نكرديم.
Great things take time.. 💖
memories and in memory to you anja.. 💖 thank you.. hopefully you will find some time to read, what i would like tell you. ☺
i just came across this video, of our little garden concert in barcelona 💖
sometimes the universe sends me messages that help keeping me focused! ☺ thank you universe!! 😉
this year will be the year, where my focus will be a lot on my music, my goals as an musician and as your brother, that can hopefully help bringing light into your heart's and help inspire your heart's to dream again.. last year and the years before, i focused a lot on my inner growth and i prepaired myself for my musical journey, that i just "rediscovered" last year again.
i gave up singing a long time ago, cause i couldn't sing anymore. everything was blocked.. i couldnt even sing for myself, not even when i was alone, when i felt sad, or had a happy moment.
i am going to tell you a little story, what not a lot of people know. i never really shared, or talked about it but somehow today, i feel i can. ☺
until a few years ago, i just thought it was bad dream.. in 2011 the mother of my son died, not long after she gave birth to our little boy.
cancer took over her whole body and doctors said, that she will not have a long time anymore. but she was not giving up, she was a fighter and her biggest mission was to give birth to our son, it meant the world to her. a few weeks after we found out, that she was pregnant, we reveived the news, that she had cancer and a few weeks after she gave birth, she died.
from their on i was a single father with only a few weeks old baby, at this time we only had each other.
no clue of what was waiting for me, i continued life and tried my best, to be the best father ever. but from the moment his mother died, i slowely died from the inside. i thought my life was over, but i couldn't go also! what will happen to our son, when we are both not there.. i started to loose myself, my hope and trust in life, my dreams, my goals and my will to live my life to the fullest. i stopped singing, painting even laughing. continuing ☟