Words unspoken in japan 🙏🏻 thank you for sharing my work, buying my book and supporting my writing journey @myplayroom 🙏🏻 always a pleasure knowing you enjoy my words 🌹
3 days ago
i woke up today to almost 40k of you! wow! thank you for your love and support! i am grateful for each and every single one of you...every day i am in awe of the goodness and the beauty this world keeps hidden in people's hearts...it is such a beautiful unfolding when this kindness comes out of hiding and blesses us all with its gift! thank you for encouraging and inspiring me!
some of you who have been following me for a while have asked about updates on my upcoming book: unforgettable. due to the fact that i have been terribly ill in the past few weeks, i have been unable to work on the book as much as i would have wanted to. just two weeks ago, i decided to add a whole new chapter to the book and that will take time to write. therefore, i am moving the release of the book to the spring to make sure i do not rush through it and truly take my time so i may bring you something i am proud of. i will keep you posted on how things are coming along.
again, grateful beyond belief for your love and support! as far as giveaways go (someone was asking me about that a few days ago)...i have never done a giveaway before as i feel they lack authenticity and usually people engage in them when a product is not selling well or when they want more popularity. i am very happy with how the world has received words unspoken and so do not feel i need to do a giveaway for that reason...however, once i reach 50k on here, i will put a giveaway together for purposes of thanking you and showing my appreciation for your unwavering support!!! stay tuned as details will be released in the weeks to come ! 🤗
Zpíval a zpíval o smutné náladě
o mládí které je mtrvo
a zatím mu ještě tekla po bradě
I’ve been sleeping too much. i want to stay awake. unconsciousness delves into the deepest parts of yourself. i can see the things i fear materialize. i sense my most morbid desires stripped of any censorship. being awake let’s me talk to you; but sleeping lets me be with the idea of you. illusion or reality? truthfully, god only knows which is best.
Alcohols negative usually i get that and i understand that, been there and it’s ruined me in my worst times but it’s helped me a lot also. i used to be so self conscious. i still am of my body but as in pictures , i would never ever take pictures of myself, i lost my ex closest friend a couple years back due to this, she was bubbly outgoing and confident and i was just the opposite. she couldn’t show me off on social media, i was just so afraid of pictures. also in terms of talking, i am generally a quiet person but i used to be terrified to have conversations and i’d never ever have new friends because of this. ever since i started socially drinking my confidence has increased so much and i’m literally comfortable around anyone when i’m out now, i get alcohol has this effect on most people but in my case i can now just have general conversations or take pictures with everyone on a night out and meet the best people because its just really helped me with that. im not ignoring the s**t it’s put me through just as i’m not going to ignore the positive impact it’s had on my life too.