I am in a very terrible place rn to jot it here, but i just wanted to thank you all for sharing my craziness and adore @imsebastianstan . i think i'd have been in a worse situation if he hadn't turn out to be so humane and genuinely grateful towards his friends.
thank you to all of you, specially stan, for existing.
i can’t shake how terrified i am to meet sebastian. i get so friggin awkward around people that i really care about, so awkward that i think i come off as indifferent instead of caring. my sarcasm kicks into overdrive. i’m so embarrassed of my appearance that i can’t even look people in the eye. how am i going to look that beautiful man in his beautiful eyes! 😭😭 i feel convinced that i will be the one fan that he can’t stand. i know, i know. my brain is f*****g with me, but i don’t know how to turn it off. i don’t want to b**w this opportunity and experience! god i hate myself. there’s a part of me that’s always out to sabotage myself. •
anyway, i said in my story that i’m not sure if i’m gonna keep posting on here. i don’t know. i’m torn. i feel invisible. #sebastianstan#romanianprince