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@vessle_of_love

vessle_of_love
Its been quite rough this past week and a half...most times i was stuck in bed dazed from pretty much overdosing on meds to get by... until it caught up to me.

if there's one thing i have learned, it's that many times actions influenced by #fear can be self-inflicting. fear is quite debilitating... on the #mind #body and #soul.

i am #thankful and also quite intrigued by the complexities of the human body. nonetheless this trigeminal neuralgia is not fun and will not win.

#chronicillness #motivation #swipeleft #trigeminalneuralgia #suicidedisease #everythingisgonnabealright #family #familia #famiglia #appreciatelife #liveinthemoment
17 61 Yesterday

@tracys_fitness_journey

tracys_fitness_journey
Being a tn and migraine sufferer it’s only right i support the charities and spread awareness #trigeminalneuralgia l#migraine#pain#headpain#facepain#chronicillness#suicidedisease#charity#support#awareness
0 12 3 days ago

@crps_warrior1988

crps_warrior1988
How i look on the outside vs how i feel on the inside. crps is an evil disease, not very well known and people can make you feel like your crazy! well it’s real and even though i try to put on a brave face 90% of the time this is me ( plus some)
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. #chronicpainwarrior #crpsawareness #chronicallyillmom #itsreal #thefirewithin #chronicillness #chronicpainwarrior #invisableillness #fighter #suicidedisease #thepain #coldweatherdoesnthelp #spoonie #spooniestrong #wherearemyspoons #spoonielife #myspoonsarebentnotbroken
2 25 5 days ago

@boonvelvet

boonvelvet
~~ "trial by fire" trailer, part 2 of 2
* watch part 1 first .
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november is chronic regional pain syndrome / reflex sympathetic dystrophy awareness month. that is the predominant disease i suffer from, with full body crps. although i am happy to share my story, nothing is as impactful as seeing reality thru your own eyes. so now every year i aim to spread the word about a film titled "trial by fire" (a pretty popular title ). this "trial by fire" provides a raw, painfully truthful look into the lives of people with crps / rsd and how important it is for everyone to be aware of the disease, forwarding not only public awareness, knowledge, and understanding, but also education throughout the medical community & research for preventive measures, better help for those afflicted, & the hope of hope - a cure.
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you can rent "trial by fire" thru their website : https://www.trialbyfiremovie.com , but if you are unable to watch the film right now, i ask that you please take 2 minutes & at least watch the trailer that i have posted in a part 1 & part 2 (to fit ig).
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knowledge is power & crps / rsd is too devastating not to know about. you never think it could be you, but anyone can get it. even from an injury as small as a cut or a bruise. for me it began with a spinal injury while working in alaska in 2002.
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the best preventative at this time (children included) is to take high-dose vitamin c following any injury. recommended dosage is a daily, 500-mg dose of vitamin c for a duration of 50 days.
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thank you for giving this post your attention. i hope that you will share this with others, but i also hope that this will never affect you or anyone that you love. “this”, known as a “suicide disease" and "most painful disease in the world". it will prevent you from moving, you will lose control of your motor functions, it will change your brain chemistry & negatively affect other organs, while shortening your lifespan & being more painful than childbirth, cancer, & amputation, & that is just part of it... loss of close relationships who cannot or will not understand has become the hardest for me. special thank you for those who still care & show it πŸ™.
1 28 2 weeks ago

@boonvelvet

boonvelvet
~~ "trial by fire" trailer, part 1 of 2.
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november is chronic regional pain syndrome / reflex sympathetic dystrophy awareness month. that is the predominant disease i suffer from, with full body crps. although i am happy to share my story, nothing is as impactful as seeing reality thru your own eyes. so now every year i aim to spread the word about a film titled "trial by fire" (a pretty popular title it turns out). this "trial by fire" provides a raw, painfully truthful look into the lives of people with crps / rsd and how important it is for everyone to be aware of the disease, forwarding not only public awareness, knowledge, and understanding, but also education throughout the medical community & research for preventive measures, better help for those afflicted, & the hope of hope - a cure.
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you can rent "trial by fire" thru their website : https://www.trialbyfiremovie.com , but if you are unable to watch the film right now, i ask that you please take 2 minutes & at least watch the trailer that i have posted in a part 1 & part 2 (to fit ig).
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knowledge is power & crps / rsd is too devastating not to know about. you never think it could be you, but anyone can get it. even from an injury as small as a cut or a bruise. for me it began with a spinal injury while working in alaska in 2002.
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the best preventative at this time (children included) is to take high-dose vitamin c following any injury. recommended dosage is a daily, 500-mg dose of vitamin c for a duration of 50 days.
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thank you for giving this your attention. i hope that you will share this with others, but i also hope that this will never affect you or anyone that you love. “this”, known as a “suicide disease" & "most painful disease in the world". it will prevent you from moving, you will lose control of your motor functions, it will change your brain chemistry & negatively affect other organs, while shortening your lifespan & being more painful than childbirth, cancer, & amputation, & that is just part of it... loss of loved ones who cannot or will not understand has become the hardest for me. special thank you for those who still care & show it πŸ™
3 23 2 weeks ago

@vessle_of_love

vessle_of_love
Me a month ago...vs ...me 4 days ago...🀷🏽‍♀️

instagram should not only be used as a platform to show the facades or realities of joy and happiness, but should also be used to share the realities of life period.
things can happen overnight or in a course of a month or longer...who knows?
but it is #imperative for you to truly #appreciate life and live in the moment. theres no #time to dwell on foolishness that doesnt uplift your current self...

today was a horrendous day. been in bed since i woke up. as soon as i opened my mouth for "my breakfast for champions"... the clouds opened up and the negroes above released the energy bolts of a life time. i woke up at 12:45...and before i knew it, it was 2:30 ...and now it's 5:25.

#everything comes in waves. you can only be on top but for so long same way that you can only be at the bottom but for so long.
continue to be #grateful and give #thanks. sidenote: that white stuff on my chin was yogurt...scouts honor!

#swipeleft #smile #liveinthemoment #givethanks #chronicillness #chronicpain #brain #brainsurgery #electricalbolts #staticshock #hopingforthebest #staystrong #trigeminalneuralgia #suicidedisease #everythingisgonnabealright #sunwillrisetomorrow
28 97 3 weeks ago

@sophiewalton123

sophiewalton123
You know who’s your real people when they don’t disappear when the fun times are over, or undermine & not try & understandπŸ–πŸ» living alone now shows who sees the realness of my situation & lets me know i can rely on them not just my family now. if you have a friend or care about someone who has a medical condition or a disability or actually even if you just know things can go s**t & you don’t bother to take time out then re-evaluate yourself.
the end of this year has taught me a lot as bad as it has been & knowing it won’t get better, i am content as i am, dealing with ignorance & feeling alone just makes it worse but those who i know are there good & bad times i spoil & appreciate & have all the fun in the world when i’m up too it πŸ₯‚πŸ˜œ#leavemeout #realpeople #true #knowwhosthere #hardtimesshow #invisibleillnesses #rareconditions #chronicconditions #sickandpretty #invisibledisabilities #chronicallyill #youdontlooksick #dontjudge #spoonie
#klippelfeilsyndrome #chiarimalformation #scoliosis #thoracicoutletsyndrome #suicidedisease #tapvd #lungdisease #epilepsy #physicalhealth #mentalhealth πŸ₯°
0 16 3 weeks ago

@sassylilsoul

sassylilsoul
“time is priceless, but it’s free. you can’t own it, you can use it. you can spend it. but you can’t keep it. once you’ve lost it you can never get it back.” .
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this quote is something that the last few years has taught me all to many times with having a kid suffering from chronic illness. what i wouldn’t give to complain about my daughter staying out past curfew, holding a boys hand, or frankly anything a “normal” teenager does. all we have is time so look around and start making the most of it because you might not realize how lucky you just are. ❀️
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#momofafighter #suicidedisease #chronicillness #appreciatewhatyouhave #fighter #myminime #myherodoesntwearacapeshewearsshitkickers #trigeminalneuralgia #notyourtypicalteenager #crohnswarrior
0 16 3 weeks ago

@mommasgonnathrive

mommasgonnathrive
So how do you handle life when hard things come your way? today my hubby is having brain surgery... not going to lie, i have shed my share of tears, but choosing to rest in gods goodness and peace. i have do me all i can to give his body the tools to heal, and now i must rest! and walk the hospital stairs and drink coffee
update:surgery successfully completed!

#longestday #trigeminalneuralgia #suicidedisease #nomorepain #rih #plexusrecovery #surgeryday #40daysoff!!
40 41 3 weeks ago

@vanisle.momma

vanisle.momma
Well that was a tough 3 days....but i see the light at the end of the tunnel again!
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i lost a few days to a relapse of neuralgia this weekend....it’s like the darkness just closes in all around you. i have no idea how i survived that 24-7 for years at a time. .
now it only happens a few times a year. i’m so thankful to have my health and the tools to manage when it does....the swelling has gone down, the pain has subsided, and the fog & blur is starting to clear. hopefully a good nights sleep and back to myself in the morning🀞
7 42 4 weeks ago

@chronic_andy

chronic_andy
I use to enjoy getting out from time to time. it was great to have a smile on my face and seeing a smile on many others. going to concerts, bowling leagues, or family gatherings. these activities i enjoyed. but different illnesses have changed that and unfortunately not even family can understand. .. major depression started long ago, then anxiety. more recent the anxiety and panic attacks make it so unbarable around too many people that might set it off. hearing sensitivity from anxiety that turns painful. ptsd flashbacks make things tense as well. and try explaining this to family when you can't be around. especially when i'm suppose to be the one to transport my mother. i'm her caregiver, yet the drs ask who's helping me ? no one. i am. 😣😣😣 that's what they asked earlier this year when i was also diagnosed with occipital neuralgia and trigeminal neuralgia. nerve pain in the head and face. .

i am a day to day person. i never know how i'm going to feel. never shady, just sick ! πŸ˜” .

#depression #anxiety #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ptsd #warrior #panicattacks #occipitalneuralgia #trigeminalneuralgia #invisibleillness #chronicillness #butyoudontlooksick #cancersurvivor #suicidelosssurvivor #suicide #suicidesurvivor #spoonie #occipitalnerveblock #suicidedisease
2 48 4 weeks ago

@eevaisoaho

eevaisoaho
Huomasin, että en päivitä someen nykyään muutaku kipua, sairaalaelämää ja sairastamista. sitte tajusin, että ei mun elämässä tällä hetkellä oikein muutakaan oo. sitte tajusin myös, että onhan mun elämässä paljon muutakin. oma koti, rakastava mies, joka kannattelee mua pahimpina hetkinä, perhe, joihin voi aina tukeutua, kaks kissanriiviötä, jotka tulee mun päälle makaamaan kun oon kovasti kipeä, ystäviä ja kavereita, jotka ymmärtää ja välittää, eletty elämä joka on kasvattanut henkisesti, ja niin edelleen. ja hei, suklaalla mennään jo aika pitkälle!

en halua, että kipu määrittää mut. haluan edelleen olla se sama ilkikurinen ja itseironinen eeva.

joku joskus sanoi, että ihminen on kauneimmillaan kipeänä. se joku puhui paskaa. kipu ei todellakaan oo kaunista. kipu on sikiöasennossa makaamista, kehon joka ikisen lihaksen jännittämistä, tärisemistä, huutamista, vaikertamista, naamaansa pitelemistä ja lohduttomuutta. joskus se kipu menee nopeasti ohi, joskus ei. koskaan ei voi tietää millainen kipukohtaus on tällä kertaa. raatorehellinen kuva sen kertoo: kipu on henkisesti ja fyysisesti äärimmäisen raskasta. kipeä ihminen on ruma, häpeissään ja riisuttuna. sen ei kuuluisi olla niin. mietin aluksi, että en halua julkaista näin helvetin kamalaa kuvaa itestäni. joku mut kuitenki nyt saa tekemään tämän. ehkä haluan muuttaa ihmisten ajattelutapoja ja ennakkoluuloja.

olo sietämätön
ahdistunut ja levoton
helpotuksesta tietämätön

tulevaisuutta ei näkyvissä
elämänsuunta hukassa
kipu elämää määrittämässä

kehonkuva vääristynyt
sairaudelta kasvot kadonnut
sairaala kodiksi muuttunut

alaston, revitty, riisuttu
kivulla kyllästetty
tuskalla täytetty.

#thefaceofpain #trigeminalneuralgia #trigeminusneuralgia #pain #suicidedisease #kolmoishermosärky #kipu #seinäjoenkeskussairaala #avautuminen
ps. ennenku joku kysyy, puhelin oli mulla valmiiksi kädes ennenku kohtaus alko. en lavastanu itkupotkunyyhkytilannetta kuvia varten πŸ˜‚
10 41 4 weeks ago

@thehapahaole

thehapahaole
I fight every day to put my best foot forward.. today, i can't even stand up!! i can usually fake my way through the day.. its a bad one if stay in my pajamas all day.. sleeping on and off!! father, hear my prayers!! #highpainday #πŸ₯„ #occipitalneuralgia #debilitating #suicidedisease #spoonshortage #painmanagement #ckdstage3 #nopills #notreatments #thc #fightlikeawarrior #theerrlcup #azmmj #cleanmeds #allnatural #mymedicine #cbd #maryjane #teampajamas #cantfunction #ijustwantcomfort #spoonie #nevergiveup #bedrest #iwillnotbedefeated
8 33 4 weeks ago