My influences through life...
i have left me
hurt usually. proud...
in a way i always knew
more then anyone could imagine..i live in my thoughts. always....
i never thought i'd be realizing my life. at 39...
in a way. i ran from life
for a long time..
in the waves. i found peace..
for every storm...on land. man..
i was not in the calming sea for a very long time..
to say. my life. will ever look. normal is wrong..
in our image based world. i'm pretty cool...
in my true world. of feeling good.
i am missing a huge piece
of my existence. of. happiness..
it will be...
knows my voice again
was it a choice. no..
man kills everything. right now.
we have failed at protecting. family
we have no value in our kind brothers..
we don't like ourselves so much
we hurt everything around us
to truly say hey
i was born this way
look at your path though.
it's not a choice
or we lose
the whole world
is my fear truly...
if you've heard that statement
i mean once.
stop fighting. you
and start fixing.
My handsome boyfriend always manages to make it all work. yesterday i woke up and my first words to him was “i have no mood for any celebrations today” and he told me “there will be nothing special, we will just have a dinner at the restaurant”. but then he turned this “notmybirtday” day into our engagement day. now i need to learn how to pronounce that fancy word “fiancee” because this is how we supposed to call each other. i’m in love with this guy for so many years i’m pretty sure it will last life long. and i’m ready to say yes again. or what you suppose to say, i do? #engaged#engagementphotos#engagementring#engagement #engaged💍 #me#us#thamesriver