I saw this quote and it reminded me of some of my darkest times. i remember putting on a mask so much for years that it became “me”. i didn’t know who i was, my thoughts were unclear and my feelings were completely shut out and i was on auto pilot. if your struggling with addiction or ptsd, this doesn’t have to be your future. i’ve found healing myself and seen many others heal as well. there is help, your not alone, and you are loved. get help or let someone know there not alone. #ptsd#addiction#yournotalone#yourloved#yourworthit#recovery#healing#hope#holdfast
Am taller but am following her footsteps @worshipdon l love you so much and i always have you in my prayers may love continue leading your way #yourloved ebyadala 😘
3 hours ago
So dive just started for me last week, and i know sometimes being in a swimsuit for anyone can be triggering. ed loves to compare many things, and body image can be very challenging at times. i’m at a place in recovery where i am comfortable and confident in my on body, and don’t struggle as much any more. but at times like today i kinda struggled a little bit, and it’s ok! you just have to move on, learn, and grow. it can take someone saying something so ridiculous about weight or what someone’s body looks like to be a trigger to someone. for me i had to deal with that today over a conversation while i was eating. this is why it is so important to have your people that will support and a long list of copying skills to help you get through that moment. just want to put this out there, it is never ok to shame or talk badly about someone’s weight or appearance ever! we’re all human and made in god’s image. please be kind to others, you never know what they go through! #intuitiveeating#eatingdisorderrecovery#foodie#feminism#recovery#wakeupweightwatchers#makeinstagramcasualagain#yourloved#strong#beauty#worthit#edrecovery
6 hours ago
Queen.. hold on to your faith🙏🌆.. now faith is the assurance (title deed, confirmation) of things hoped for (divinely guaranteed), and the evidence of things not seen [the conviction of their reality—faith comprehends as fact what cannot be experienced by the physical senses]. hebrews 11:1 amp
Sometimes you have to think about the positive side instead off the negative side, because when you think about the negative side then you gonna turn f*****g sad and all that, but then when you think about the positive side you will be happy and you will smile, it’s never easy it’s always hard but one day before you know it your gonna be living the best life, your gonna be happy, your gonna be in love, your gonna have a little family, it will all become easy very soon, you have to do things to make you happy, work on things that will make you smile everyday, everything will get easy soon you just have to take baby steps through it all, allowing other people call you things and hate on you could possibly f**k up your mental health,! worry about your self no other, your loved and your beautiful haters are behind you for a reason!
what i say is f**k what others got to say about you, f**k what others are saying about you, f**k what the people around say, cause all that matters is you being happy!
you’s need to start treating yourself right, you should start calling your self beautiful everyday / night, you should look your self up and down in the mirror and say “ d**n i’m f*****g gorgeous and i don’t give a s**t what others say about me because i believe in myself and i love myself and my body” it don’t matter if you thick, or if you are over weight all that matters is if your happy and if your smiling everyday 🥰💗 i hope one day you’s will find confidence in yourself and body because your beautiful and your amazing the way you are
nobody is. perfect darlings 🤟🏼 yous are beautiful
yous are loved
yous are amazing
yous are funny
When you sit and think, then you realize that you are happy and ready for what ever is going to come your way. all the crying and being sad really meant nothing. you have to be happy and let what happened happens. you have to be happy and live everyday as its your last. what ever you where going through happened and now its time to make you happy and be happy for yourself. love yourself for who you are, how messed up your life is, things are going to happen in your life and you cant do nothing about it just let it go and move on. i came to this the last 3 days of sitting here and thinking. i am going to live my life and make the best out of it. people come and go, but you are going to always be there for yourself no matter who is in your life. you have to love yourself everyday, make yourself happy everyday, be there for yourself everyday. i don't know why it took me 40 years almost to come up with this. if you have something going on with yourself that will past and be happy with yourself. love yourself. #loveislove #loveislove🏳️🌈 #selflove#beyourself#lifeiscrazy#iamwhoiam#love#instagood#instagram#life#worth#yourloved#behappy
today was good but i was sick in bed though i go to catch up w things i haven't been able to for awhile. i ended things w m and n for now and trying to work on my mental health. i took one of those s****d online quizzes i found on snapchat stories and it said i have severe depression but i'm not taking it seriously i just answers a few questions so it can't be terribly accurate. anyways that's my boring day. hmu and say hi if you want i'm in a good mood :) #sad#help#lost#yourloved#stayalive#depressed#youwillgetthroughthis#happyplace#safeplace#dmme#explorepage#billieeilish #💞
so uhm oops ig. today i hung out with m at lunch. we kissed and i've never kissed anyone before so like i don't have anything to base it off of. the kiss was good but after i regretted it :/. a kid caught it on video and instantly i wanted to die all over again. i think i lost feelings for m but then again maybe i'm just scared? i'm not ready to kiss i don't think. i need more time i'm to young (my a*s is only 13) i know kids my age do it all the time but it's different for me. i don't understand. other dude let's call him n is calling me a joke bc somehow he found out and we just fought like last friday mind you today is monday. i think he still had feelings for me. i think i do too a bit bit idk anymore tbh. the kids was long and i just feel disgusted tbh. everyone was like following us and i thought they had gonna away so then we kissed again but they were just watching. the kid deleted to video i think and my friends are going crazy. but i feel like crying and my depression is back and better then ever ✌🏻 i f*****g hate myself. and meanwile m is over here texting me saying he loved our kiss and if i wanna hang w him tmrw at lunch and i wanna say no but i said sure. help me :(#sad#help#lost#yourloved#stayalive#depressed#youwillgetthroughthis#happyplace#safeplace#dmme#explorepage#billieeilish #💞
i’ve reposted this so that more people can find this and i think it’s important that everyone see’s this ❤️ just know that i’m always here to talk and everything you say will be private, i understand how you feel and i hope to make you all feel better ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Is it fall or winter ?! print model @xo_leslaaay 🌹 #wespeaknymodels#beunique#yourloved#beyourselfalways#portraitmood#clickports#bravoportraits#portraitgames#brooklynnyc#bushwickbrooklyn#workhardplayhard#ny#la#sanfrancisco#dominicanrepublic#girlsjustwannahavefun#cyndilauper
3 days ago
💛 soulful sunday 💛
just a little reminder to take time for you today....everyday!
i'm spending time in nature today as it's warmer than usual! -------------------------------------
🤗 tell me how your going to practice self care today?
It has been a tough three years; losing my mom, moving back east, trying to figure out my next move in my career, finding balance and mentally getting aligned. i’m quirky, i’m stubborn, i’m a worry-wort, i’m an over thinker, i sometimes don’t think before i speak- so replacing me may be easy, but she will never have the vibe like mine!
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so today was good it's friday so it's kinda fun i guess but i tried to avoid him today and he texted me mad at me bc he noticed i was avoiding him. i think he's loosing feelings and it hurts me but what did i expect? i think i'm loosing feeling but for some reason it still hurts even when i'm dropping him. he makes me feel like s**t so i mean i need to do this but then again i feel like i need him for some reason ah.
today was kinda c****y at first because fuckn dude said to leave him alone so i did then in class he's all over me so idfk. i sat alone at lunch mostly and i don't mind it i just listen to my music and with bils new song out it keeps my mind on smt happy. all if my friends are p****d at me because i'm sad all the time because of him and they say to drop him and i want to be able to but i feel trapped. i know that can't be healthy. anyways i am doing s**t rn but tonight has been ok ig.
“don't be afraid to fail big, to dream big, but remember, dreams without goals, are just dreams. and they ultimately fuel disappointment. ... i try to give myself a goal every day, sometimes it's just not to curse somebody out.
you'll never see a u-haul behind a hearse. i don't care how much money you make, you can't take it with you. ... it's not how much you have, it's what you do with it.
while you're on your knees in the morning, say thank you in advance for what is already yours. ... true desire in the heart for anything good is god's proof to you sent beforehand that it's already yours. ... when you get it, reach back, pull someone else up.
🖤a token of thoughtfulness. 🖤a token of lightheartedness. 🖤a token of inspiration.
sometimes it’s the little things that mean so much! being thought of and remembered with a card or flowers or a meal can bring so much love & comfort to a aching soul. sometimes when there are no words or enough words to express your care or concern for someone a simple prayer or kind act express it best!
today you, me, each of us have the special opportunity to share love in big and small ways.
wishing well hopes you share loving kindness the only way you were made to by being you- because the world needs you!
1 weeks ago
Harlow jae you are the little girl i always dreamed of!! she’s 8 months!! we think she’s going to walk before me!! all she wants to do is walk pushing her cart! she’s starting to say “dada” only days “mama” when she’s loosing it!! she will wave to people, thought it was random when she started but she will definitely wave bye. she is starting to stand on her own not holding onto anything then falls after two seconds. she loves bath time. she is a great eater! still is toothless but teething pretty good! i can not believe how fast time is flying!!
i didn’t know if i should post because i didn’t know what to say. last night it was very hard and i did somthing i regret but i’m ok now. being around people that make me happy is the thing i should’ve done from the beginning but choosing a person that is toxic was a bad choice. though once you are in a relationship with a toxic person you love the version of them they created not themselves truly. it’s been complicated soo i just am kinda lost. i know deep down i need to end it. he makes me feel like shot. but i love him. hope you guys are doing well #sad#help#lost#yourloved#stayalive#depressed#youwillgetthroughthis#happyplace#safeplace#dmme#explorepage#billieeilish #💞