Life is too crazy to be taking pills for one shitt. i have been straight up grinding for hours and hours, days and days, with no result but only a vague idea where i am head and what direction i should move in. maybe that is it, finding a path is what is life about. but i want more. correction i need more. and it's not greed or exaggeration but the excitement to learn new and amazing things waiting for me ahead. i shouldn't be late toy destinys door. even though destiny itself is the puppeteer and the clock.